MarshiestMallow

The Wolves Of Red Lake (Reboot)

@BlackPanther
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The Academy: A School for Metahumans [Closed]

I...kinda once I got started writing I just couldn't...stop.

i'm sorry if its bad

The Academy: A School for Metahumans [Closed]

"And that's your fault. You keep on trying to get me out, and now look, I'm stuck helping people" Ashleigh said, yet her tone was joking, and she leaned quite companionable against Paulina as she helped her out. She was more then grateful for the chair when they get there, and she sat there a moment, resting her elbows on the table and her head in her hands, breathing in and out slowly. She sighed heavily, leaning back after a moment,glancing at them all.

"I can feel you trying not to feel, Liam. You don't need to dull yourself for my sake. I'm okay" She said, deciding she might as well start this meeting, as it seemed that no one else was going to. She looked over to Aliaster, but he certainly seemed much better off then she herself did. Just what were the differences to their abilities? She tilted her head, thoughtful. She figured she was stronger, given that it was whatever she did that caused all this...

"I don't know what I did. All I sought to do was sooth away the pain so it wouldn't effect me. Touch works better with my abilities, in focusing on one person. It makes my abilities stronger as well. I don't know whether it was because we share some similar abilities or what, but...It was like...like we were just bouncing the pain back and forth like a game of pong, or tennis. And that just made everything worse." She was frustrated, because she couldn't figure out just what happened, no matter how many times she played it through her head. She shifted nervously, closing her eyes. that's not mine. She wasn't sure of much, but she knew her own emotions.

She drew in a deep breathh, not particulary hungry. Eating would just take too much energy right then. "How do you not lose control, Aliaster? How does it not become too much for you? My bracelet's pretty damn strong, and every day its a constant struggle to not send things flying like I did in the gym. To not send people crazy with emotions that aren't theirs" She shifted back in the chair, pulling her knees up, balancing on the chair and wrapping her arms around them.

"I don't want to screw things up anymore then I already have, and I can't have the bracelet changed, for reasons I don't want to say. What did I do, Liam?" She asked softly, desperately, wanting to know. She'd spoken more then she had meant to, but once she had gotten started, she just couldn't stop. Yet she remained steady, at least for the time beaing.
@KiritoAsuna@Themerlinhawk@Thundercrash

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@Wick
yeah. one of them the two co gms practicularly runbuit we are at an event I have full control over, so...

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@Wick
Aww i hope everything is okay

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@Wick]Thanks,

Sometimes I just struggle with things.

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@Ashevelendar
god, not the evil bunny

@Gareth
That's the thing. I've been to the doctors and they say the stomach pain is nothing. the rest, well that's probably related to the fall. And the other fall. And the other other fall. And the other other other fall. And the other other other other fall.

I'm a walking disaster.

That's the thing. The roleplays I don't have to run, I find easier to write in. This one...I love this one. I love my academy one, although I feel like I am always keeping it back. I love roleplaying. I just...I don't know.

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if I'm being perfectly honest, crap. My back, neck, and shoulder hurts as well sa my left leg because I fell off a chair, I'm having to sit at my desk despite teh pain fo finish off an assignment and prepare for my tutorial work tomorrow, I feel like I"m not giving everything I can to my roleplays, particularly the ones I GM. I'm tired, I feel like crap-stomach pains and now nausea, and I think I'm delveoping a pain in my side and that could be anything.

My hayfever is acting up..

And I'm so very tired of doing everrything right, of working my arse off and getting no physical results. I'm 25 and I'm still being bullied, mainly online.

I haven't slept well since I was 14, but doctors won't give me sleeping pills and I hate psychiatrists so I can't work through my nightmares.

And I'm just so tired of trying and getting nothing back.

In short, pain and depression. A pretty sucky combo.

I'm sorry for rambling.

oddly enough, it's made me feel just a little bit better.

Academy of Hereos and Villains: Year two

@RumikoOhara
Yup.

My very first day of clinical experince a patient died.

I walked it. Talked with them for a bit, went away, came back they were dead.

Got sent home.

Gradually though, I got to the point where...Ijust didn't care anymore. So maybe its a blessing that I didn't get a job. I just got tired of patients lying, of the nurses essentialy using me as their slaves.

@KatherinWinter
Really? That's great! I'm sure you'll get in

@Mistress Dizzy
Night night, rest well

Academy of Hereos and Villains: Year two

I have been t4rying to get a job for three years.

The government is messed up.

No one wants to hire new nurses.

So I'm hoping to get a job as a pharmacist after I graduate pharmacy, work my way to owning my own pharmacy and being my own boss.

Which would work really well if Icould win the loterry right about now XD