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8 yrs ago
Current "Doing your best" does not mean working yourself to the point of a mental breakdown. Its no longer your best at that point.
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9 yrs ago
The word homeowner has the word "meow" in it. Good luck pronouncing it correctly ever again. You're welcome ^.^
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9 yrs ago
When everything seems wrong...something goes right, and it changes darkness into light, and makes the shadows a little less daunting.
10 yrs ago
People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they've been strong for too long
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11 yrs ago
the bad thing about being bullied is that every time it happens it steals a little piece of who you are if it happens enough little by little you become a little less of who you were meant to be.

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Hey sorry that I haven't been active. I've been having a really bad summer with tapering off my meds. I've been feeling like death.


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It's okay, take your time.

I can't say I've been terribly active, this semester has been kicking my ass since the beginnng.

To everyone, I am sorry for that.

I just need to finish off looking up drugs and then I can post. I have so many half finished posts it's ridiculous lol
Hello, Academy Roleplayers.

Over the last few months I've been feeling, well, not so good about this role play. Choosing to bring in my friends was, to me, a chance to bring back my excitement and enjoyment for this role play. I have loved my characters so much in this, loved how I got to develop them. This was my first roleplay, ever, on this site. I've been with it through... everything.

But recent events have made me feel pretty crappy about it. My excitement turned to disappointment, and attempts to change that... just made it worse.

Over the last couple of days, I've been thinking. Thinking that I could just drop it all and leave. Thinking that if one more thing went wrong, I'd do it. Because I roleplay for fun. For the chance to escape my life. I roleplay because it makes me feel better, and I do it because it's best for me.

So. With that in mind... I have decided that I need a fresh beginning with this roleplay. And today, thinking and trying to create a way to do that, I have felt better about it then I have on a long time.

I think we could all use a fresh start, because honestly, I no longer have ideas where to take this. We have had some problems- the original idea that I had went out the window with the absence of a few key players. And recent events have kinda killed what I currently had.

So with that in mind... I've created a new roleplay. I know that this is sort of out of the blue. I know that it might seem rash. But I've been thinking on it a lot the last couple of days, and it feels like it is the right decision for me.

It will be casual, and I know that is still an issue for many people. However. I am more than happy to help, in anyway I can, however, effort from others needs to be put in. I will also stress the issue of respect, as I feel that this has had a major effect on my decision to start a fresh. I feel like that has not been given, perhaps by all of us.

So...

I will post the interest check up shortly, and put the link in here.
The lack of any response makes me believe that Merc's still locked outside which, while horrifying, is still somewhat amusing.


This made me laugh, which I needed very much thank you!

I've been working like an absolute madman

Labwork schoolwork, otherwork


That's okay! I have exams so it's a hectic time
... okay then
@BlackPanther@vicier
Well, BP, you could always interact with Amayia if you wanted ^.^





Cassie had had time to think over things-Zoe had pretty much insinuated that both Sebastian and Syleste weren't human-that the fact that the bite hadn't changed them proved it. So it wasn't as if she hadn't hadn't time to process that... and her father had hidden what he was from her for... her whole life. They were just fact she had to get use to... along with being a werewolf. Perhaps she hadn't processed everything, but Cassie knew that friends and family... it didn't matter what you were, they were what made everything worth while.

So as Sebastian spoke, Cassie let him get out all his fears and worries, what was obviously building up within him, that he needed to get out. She didn't think it would be the only speech like that that she listened to, and she made sure to listen to him closely. She reached out to take his hand and give it a squeeze, when he had finished.

She didn't have all the same experiences that Sebastian did-she truly couldn't understand what it would be to hide part of what you were, of who you were. To hide from love? It wasn't something she had ever considered. She'd been raised to accept anyone, to be open minded... so maybe she couldn't blame all her... nudging of people all on Miranda. It was just who she was. Sebastian had had two immense secrets, and had been carrying both of them around his whole life. The fact he'd realeased one was a huge accomplishment, and a testament to his character.

Having the other revealed unwillingly... and to still be worried about what they thought about him? Her heart went out to him. "oh, Sebby... that doesn't matter... you're still the same person you were yesterday, and... so are we. I'm not going to judge you for hiding something that is... well, massive. It's what we are all going to have to do now... the only thing that has changed is that now you don't have to hide it all alone, you have us" She said, keeping his gaze, her voice sincere, not sure she was even choosing the right words, but knowing that she couldn't not say anything.

She gave him a smile, glancing at the others in the room, and then back to Sebastian. "we aren't going to hurt you, we are still your friends, and we always will be. How can we not be, after everything we've been through?" she said, her smile soft, kind and full of compassion. "Sebastian, we don't need to be of the same species to know we have always been... a pack. And it doesn't matter what we are now, we've always been a group, and so the word changes now, but it's just a word, it doesn't change the meaning, the fact that from the first moment we were all together, we were... family.

And family accepts one another, no matter what. So... that's all there is to it"
@Joshua TamashiiO.O

Cookies!

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I feel like this is where I laugh evilly

So....

Mwah ha ha ha ha
@Lugubrious
Um.

Give me a bit and I can think of Fleo... but maybe be at the guild hall?

I'm working on a post slowly
@Goliahseems okay
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