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Faceclaim: Pedro Pascal // Color Code: BC8F8F
do i know when the day ends
and the sun dies away behind
a fistful of clouds?
it's too late for me
chains for hands
and lead foot
sinking in the river
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Full Name:Silvester Rafael Belasco
Nickname(s):Lasco, Esther (jokingly), Sal
Age:48
Gender:Male
Sexuality:Closeted Homosexual
Occupation:Owner of Belasco's Antiquaries
Place of Residence:154 Miners Street
Family and Close Connections:Mother - Silvia Cruz Belasco
Daughter - Anya Belasco
Ex-Wife - Daniela Whittaker_____________________________________________________________________________________________________
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Appearance:𐂂 Height: 6'1"
𐂂 Hair: Lightly curled brown hair that looks perpetually like he runs his fingers through them.
𐂂 Eyes: Dark Brown
𐂂 Body Type: A wide shouldered man wrapped in flannel with the sturdy sinew of practical strength, muscular but not overly so. Age is tough to deal with, but he keeps his bodied well maintained in spite of the stressors ever present in his life. Long trail runs have especially kept his legs, as some older ladies have catcalled "wide like tree trunks."
𐂂 Clothing Style: Appalachian dad describes Silvester a little too aptly. He switches between flannels with denim jackets and antiquarian chic with his old tweed sweaters and old man sweater vests. He's very prone to muted, earthy colors like dark browns and burgundies and dark mauves. He will very rarely, almost never even, wear short sleeved tops.
𐂂 Body Markings: On his shoulder, there's a large raven tattooed gripping the body of a snake that wraps all the way down to his forearm where it sinks its fangs on the inside. He refuses to talk about when and why he's gotten this. He also has his ears and left eyebrow pierced, though that's kind of a bit of a secret too. He just mentions he got the ear piercings when he and his wife were very young, which isn't at all true.
Personality:A quiet, almost soft presence. Silvia, his doting mother, has always described Silvester as a boy eager to blend into the weeds and the thickets than to ever have even one set of eyes upon him. That has never really changed, simply solidified into the gentle rumbling of a man more willing now to be a pillar than a voice. A man who now takes on more than his shoulders can bear when already that weight was too much to begin with.
Unwilling to ask for help. Too willing to compromise. Folds under guilt like a can crumpled underfoot. Too many secrets hidden inside his thick skull he is so unwilling to share. Words like venom from his wife. Ex-wife. Divorced wife. Wife he no longer talks to. And she's right. Silvester will admit to that, maybe too quickly. He tries too hard to maintain the peace that his peace is so easily shattered.
He loves and is too willing to let that love control him. Unsteady in the desperation to be stability for the people he cares. That is Silvester, a quiet thunderstorm beholden to an inevitable twilight.
History:It is perhaps with a quiet melancholy that Silvester remembers where he came from. What he wished for and where he ended up are very much on two very different extremes of a spectrum he is very unwilling to label.
Failure and Dreams.
Does anyone know, truly, when they realize how different they are? Spring of his senior year in high school in the smallest, most nowhere town in all of North Carolina (and there are a lot), Silvester fell very steeply in love. Or, maybe, he simply found out something his body already knew from the beginning. More truthfully, he'd already known a long time ago that he felt unequivocal love for a boy he knew since kindergarten with head full of tight curls and the brightest, most infectious smile he'd ever known. Danny Davis from across the street with the ratty tire tied to a sturdy oak that, today, looks worse for wear but stands like a phantom from where he can still see it from his bedroom window.
All the plans set in stone from his birth—graduate high school, take a few business classes, marry his high school sweetheart, have a child, and take over the family business—faded away the instant Danny smiled at him. Asked him to crawl out onto his rooftop with a pilfered case of lukewarm Bud Light (or maybe a shared bottle of Hennessy if Danny could get away with it). Leaned in drunk and stinking of cigarettes to steal a kiss in the wild shadows of branches and leaves hiding the illicit picture of two young boys discovering something they could never share.
He was too scared. Pulled taught between obligation and desire that, though he nearly stepped through the door to trail after Danny in his escape of this shithole of a town, Silvester ultimately couldn't. Even when he told himself that maybe next year. Or the next. Or maybe never. Maybe once this thing with Daniela was over. Or until he sold the family pawn shop. Or once he felt stable enough to care for his little girl. Or maybe once she grew up.
Silvester knew it was never. And eventually, Danny stopped trying, stopped coming back, shit he stopped texting after a while. Eventually, Silvester just sort of forgot. In the turmoil of bills, a messy divorce, an aging mother, and a resentful daughter, it seemed so much less important to have freedom. Maybe there was comfort in the chains that held him to this town even as everything crumbled to dirt around him.
Extra Facts // Headcannons:𐂂 Many things are too good to be true. Silvester knows that very, very well in fact. Like too white teeth over too wide of a mouth. Nothing good can come of whatever corporate shill spills out of their too deep pockets. Silvester also knows that some things are an inevitability. Death and taxes or whatever. So, it's hard to fight against the expansion knowing how little freedom he actually has in all tape wrapped around him.
𐂂 Owns three dogs, all mutts: Rosa, Mariska Hargitay (teenage daughters are fucking hilarious), and Sock Puppet (referred to as Sock)
𐂂 Drives around in a rundown Ford truck, very much on its last legs.
𐂂 If he had gone to college, he'd have wanted to either be an archaeologist (Indiana Jones is a childhood crush) or a museum curator. He still kind of wishes he could do the latter.
𐂂 He is absolutely not clued into what the kids are into musically these days, but he has a huge soft spot for Sza and Hayley Williams. And, well, he's hispanic so Bad Bunny and Selena are a fucking given who's surprised?
𐂂 He loves and will never part with antique book ends or insect displays. He adores nature anthology books and is regularly called a boring old man by his daughter any chance she catches him reading one.
𐂂 Belasco's Antiquaries is a very old run store passed down through many generations of which Silvester has certainly lost track of. There's a book in the shop somewhere that could probably tell him, though he's much too frazzled and scatterbrained these days to know where it is. It's quant and tucked away downtown and incredibly, incredibly tight spaced and claustrophobic. It smells like musty wood and wet books most of the time, which often rubs off on Silvester.
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