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4 yrs ago
Current The Multiverse is within us all. But the biggest one within me is A Fantasy RP and A Sci-Fi Series classified as "Jaina'Res."
4 yrs ago
I'm still working on a Fantasy RP, it isn't dead. Its just writer's block sucks ass... :(
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4 yrs ago
I've been working on a Fantasy styled roleplay. It's still in the development stages since it has no name right now.
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5 yrs ago
What's this? I'm finally updating my status in 10 months. Wonderful. I hope you all enjoy it. As well, profiles are what I enjoy creating.
5 yrs ago
The Sanctuary, VC, NCQuest, Talrae and the ILR all have one thing in common I am in them in terms of the RPs.

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I am Landaus Five-One, which likes being called Holy since its A, Easier and B, I've used that distinction much longer than Landaus. I am into roleplays of any variety as long as they are interesting and unique for me to be apart of. There's a list below showing the roleplays I am interested in.
  • Sci-Fi
  • Space Opera
  • Magical
  • Fantasy
  • Modern
  • Post-Apocalyptic Themes
  • Alternate Universe / Alternate Reality
  • Horror
  • Insert any Fandom Here


I can play both genders easily, even though lately I've been playing mostly Female characters. Artificial Intelligence Characters are something of a odd quirk I like doing only because I have like a few characters that are basically massive AI Controlled Starships. Additionally, you can contact me via Discord using Holy R. Enigma#6381 for anything really. My birthdate is June 26, 1987, going to be soon 33 years old. Might as well add that these are the only two things I am going to put on here. Out of everything, I am really enjoying my time on roleplaying guild, just need to start working on the massive revamp of the Jaina'Res Mulitverse/Main Realm and the Fantasy RP I have been starting to work on. It's still in the Development stages in terms of the Fantasy RP I am going to GM.

Hopefully everyone has a good 2020 and beyond, gl and hf. As well, I'm highly interested in Strategy Games, Grand Strategy and MMORPGs aka play FFXIV.

The Roleplays I am apart of: The RP's Creator - Roleplays listed second.
Letter Bee: Iliad City: A Magical RP in an original world resuming & Academy of Noble Arms - The Golden Generation
LetMeDoStuff: Persona the Beholder
The Jest: Lost Innocence RP Reset - This roleplay went through a complete reset. The Pages are children whom gained magical powers from being infused by dust of a crystalline race. Need to still finish the required profiles I've been working on mostly been sidetracked a little. However, Sidetracking is always a pain in the ass. Additionally, The Jest is still working on all details of said roleplay before he launches it.

Roleplays that have an OOC and were rebooted once before:

N/A

Interest Checks that Caught my Interest:
N/A

Creation of Something New: Getting back into the swing of things...
The Venerdale Legends RP: Retinue of the Ariel Guardians - The Name has finally been chosen, which is the Fantasy RP that is still in development. Got many things to work on, at least its finally named. (Like the Magic System and others)

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Jessica kept her guard up from what's going on near them, and she gave a slight look to Reynard that told her and everyone else to stay alert. She gives a subtle nod to Reynard, trying to stay in the defensive guard position to be prepared for whatever is going on. It feels like whatever is going on around them isn't good, but she did see Asher get out an iron bar compared to a notebook. There is a calm before these monsters come out of hiding from the bushes. ' Ugh, I hope it isn't those pink fuzzballs with poke-a-dots. They are painfully annoying.' Jessica thought with a frustrated look on her face. Her mother talked about those monsters much to her, and she had a particular bit of mixed feelings about them.

Tearsy couldn't help but interrupt Jessica's train of thought or, in reality, what she's feeling right at this moment. Jessica's mixed feelings are usually the most delicate to deal with at a certain point. If anything, Tearsy would like Jessica to be more lady-like than she is, but you can't be picky as a sword goes. It's great to be near Jessica as much as she is, nonetheless. " Jessica, you can tell little ole me what's frustrating you so much. I would believe you should believe in yourself and show who you indeed are instead of hiding it behind that demeanor of yours. You should stop having mixed feelings about certain things, dear." Tearsy thought projected into Jessica's head with a bit of a teasing tone too. The sword sheath shifts between dimmer and brighter glowing of its aura.

Jessica hears the thought projection words of Tearsy, and they felt a bit too embarrassing for her to believe. It did make her think about what the sword is trying to do her in her subconscious, but all she does is let out a small sigh after trying to get a proper response to Tearsy. ' Tearsy, what are you trying to do? We are in a middle of an intense situation right now. Can you please stop embarrassing me in the most critical points, but you can't. You can probably guess why I have mixed feelings about those pink fuzzballs with poke-a-dots now.' Jessica thought to answer Tearsy's teasing of her again. She tries to get back on the task at hand by looking at Carver, who talked about it being unnerving and looking around. He took a bit of time and said something about not in any real danger. The near the end of what he said, a rock hit him.

Tearsy couldn't help but be lost for words since she saw the inner thoughts of Jessica specifically about these pink fuzzballs with poke-a-dots. It was a bit cute and all, and there might be hope that Jessica will chill out one of these days and relax for once. The sweet Jessica has her problems, yes, but that's why Tearsy loves her so much. She couldn't help but giggle slightly only to Jessica about what she thinks of these goblins, but she will defend her clients against these creatures when she's on the job. It is part of the job description of being a bodyguard, and all she did was wait to be released by Jessica's need to defend Carver.

Jessica hears Tearsy's giggle but had a look of slight worry about the rock that hit Carver, but the historian only fell flat on his butt as he stares at it. She looks in the direction of the commotion of the bushes. Jessica hears that the squeaks and chirps were much louder, and the bushes were being shaken and rattled. Her eyes narrowed when Jessica noticed the Goblin that came out of the bushes, but they traveled in packs. She watches the Goblin as it was chattering, squeaking, and motioning with its weapon toward Carver's feet. It caused her to sigh a bit annoyingly at sight, but thankfully, the noises around them calmed down. ” Seriously? Goblins, a pack of them, just great.” Jessica said with a tone of disdain in her voice. It had disbelief, feelings of annoyance, and wanting to get rid of these goblins with the tiniest hint that they are cute. She had an enormous amount of mixed feelings about these monsters compared to others in Fiore.

There were many things that Jessica was thinking about, but the one thing that would be primarily on her mind was Carver's health. She was taught the one you are a bodyguard is vital to keep safe no matter what, no matter the monster or other in your way. It makes her put her hand onto Tearsy's handle and get in a slightly more offensive style than her defensive one. She had no idea why the goblins were chittering, squeaking at them since they need to get to the ruin. It doesn't help her know how to communicate with them, but how she deals with a problem is to get rid of it. " What do you guys think? Reynard and Asher." Jessica said to Reynard and Asher. It was primarily because of what she wants to do keeping Carver safe rather than dealing with the demands of these Goblins.

Jessica didn't want to wait for a plan and acceptance of her wishing to defeat these Goblins quickly but under like three seconds of waiting for a response from those two. She starts to pull out the Sky Tears Sword of its sheath, and when Jessica pulled it out entirely. The sword's light greenish glow starts to spread from Jessica's left hand to her whole body in a beautiful glow surrounding her. ' I enjoy this part of Tearsy. One of the reasons why I like showing off with her!' Jessica thought with herself. She had a smile on her face while having a similar disdain look on her face as what she said previously.

Location: Xuanzang → The Galactic Bazaar
Interaction: Finbarr @The Man Emperor
Mention:




Narvia went to sleep in her bedroom on the Xuanzang, and it was well deserved and needed for what happened earlier. The confession to make herself much happier by having a boyfriend after all this time, she's growing up finally. She had a smile on her face while sleeping in her bed. It was peaceful, and she had tranquility in her heart compared to the frustrations of being away from her mother and older siblings. Narvia had found normalcy in her heart and feelings after the trials and tribulations. Hopefully, it does help, and there are no bad dreams that had caused her to be utterly depressed and felt like she was losing it.

Thankfully, no such nightmares popped up this time around while she was sleeping, and all she could do was dream something more meaningful. It was about Finbarr and her instead of anything, but how innocent Narvia is, it wasn't any underlying meaning to it. Narvia's dream boils down to what her love spoke earlier before she went to sleep and got some ideas and need to plan to get through it. It will take a long time to get those ideas through anyone since they are wild and imaginative like, Narvia is.

Narvia didn't toss or turn as much as she has in her sleep, but she was cuddling her seal plushie as cutely as possible. It was the one that her Godfather bought her after all, and why wouldn't she cuddle it. However, the second one she has was crafted by Phi, and she loves it too. The plushie that Phi crafted was correct beside her in reach of her arms because it was also adorable. It didn't take long for her to have two seal plushies in her arms while sleeping. Narvia felt relaxed in this whole situation and wanders her dream space.









Narvia slowly wakes up in her bed after that beautiful dream and finally goes into her happy place. True happiness is with others and forgiving and forgetting past mistakes of people's actions. It shows, proper growth and she looks at her omnitool, and she got much more sleep than she had thought. Her omnitool was optimized to shows how long she has slept by some of its calculations. She saw it was at least 7 hours of sleep, as Narvia needed rest after not getting that much sleep. ' I will Dragius, I will tell Nikolas I don't hate him anymore." Narvia thought to herself with a smile on her face.

She gets up from her bed and takes a shower since it would be better to feel happy and fresh. It causes her to get different casual clothes that are even more beautiful than her previous outfit. Her new casual attire has a baby fluffy seal laying on snow on her t-shirt with words of adorable and pretty on the back of her shirt. And a pretty cute skirt that's multicolored to be aligned with her favorite colors primarily. Her socks particularly match her t-shirt's color of bluish silver. " I-I'm so cute in this outfit. I do hope Finbarr loves it." Narvia said out loud in front of her mirror. All she could do is giggle to herself while brushing her incredibly long hair.

Narvia didn't take long to brush her incredibly long hair and puts it in her favorite hairstyle of a ponytail, with the white ribbon her mother bought her. She had a smile on her face, and she remembered the ship was going to be at the Galactic Bazaar. It gives her an idea, and she should shop with Finbarr, it would be a wonderful idea for their first date. " Hehe, hopefully, he will accept my invitation to shop at the Bazaar." Narvia said. She sent an encoded message to Finbarr so none of the other Star Marines can take a peek at it. Finbarr, want to shop with me at the Galactic Bazaar? It would be lovely. I hope to see you, my love.

Narvia slowly gets out and puts on her cute tennis shoes, and she wears on a broken deal since her combat boots would quite clash with her outfit. She thinks for a slight second and wonders if she has a makeup kit. It didn't take too long to remember she doesn't have any because, for one being part of the Dragon's Brigade Fleet, her Godfather didn't want to buy her some. Nikolas’s philosophy was by the book of what a soldier should look like on the battlefield. She was only on the battlefield once, and all the other times were only on the flagship of the Fleet. ' I guess I could buy myself some makeup at the Galactic Bazaar. Also, other things I would need too. I should probably buy my love something at the Bazaar also.' Narvia thought to herself. She would have a new experience by buying for someone that makes her feel complete. However, all these outfits and stuff she has are because of herself mostly.

Therefore, Narvia walks out of her room, shuts the door, and walks to Xuanzang's Exit to reach the Galactic Bazaar. She stops at Xuanzang's departure door for Finbarr to go on their first date and figure out what she wants to buy at the Galactic Bazaar. Narvia looks at her omnitool to precisely see the specific shop she wants to buy at, a beauty product that sells a place with makeup. It was cute, and she was trying to find beauty products though she was running out of her favorite shampoo and conditioner since it would be a pain if her hair gets tangled. She tears up every time she has to brush her hair when it's so twisted with tangles, and it hurts every single time. ' I'm going to add that on my list then since the Revitalize Shampoo and Conditioner is vital to my hair not being tangled.' Narvia thought about making a list of products to buy that she remembers. She's going to be careful not to blow all her GCs, but she still needs to think about what she's going to do.

An idea popped up in Narvia's head about plushies and what to do with them, but it was something instead of nothing like she had previously. She probably would need to set it up and get a plan together about the finer details of her idea. It'll be similar to what Finbarr is planning with a business to keep them afloat since they would be living in the same house. Narvia blushes a bit while nervously thinking about her idea with the money as a backdrop. She doesn't want to spend her galactic credits illogically or against her ideals since it would be too much like what others want her to do. ' Plushies, but I should probably think about this more than I have. I do wonder what kind of thingy could open with plushies. I wouldn't want to use it for ill intentions. Everyone needs a cuddly little friend near them, though!' Narvia thought with a smile and still red from blushing. She found a list maker on her Omnitool and made a list of what she wants to buy for herself and Finbarr.

Narvia walks out of the exit door of the Xuanzang and felt slightly nervous and worried. Therefore, she sent out another message to Finbarr telling him exactly where she was since she was a bit nervous. All because it would be safer with him than without him, but she can defend herself. Only it is because it's the first time she ever fell in love with someone. " Uhh, did I forget anything else?" Narvia asked herself a rhetorical question.

Location: City Sewers -- The City-State of Thorinn, Aetheria




Kalie’s look on her face was white as a ghost from how bone-chilling that scream was. She shivered up and down from what that scream meant, and it terrified her slightly. It didn’t take long for Kalie to notice the tunnel Graves went down as he sprinted ahead of them. She didn’t have much time to think of any plan because if she thought about it, whoever screamed that way would probably be killed by their lack of action. ’ Oh god damn that’s utterly terrifying.’ Kalie thought with a look of slight terror on her face.

It didn’t take long for Kalie to follow Graves since he was running ahead of the group. She was making sure while running behind Graves not to trip and keeping up with him. Kalie would try to support her group with her dark sight vision done this tunnel and all the other objects of choice. Also, she put her Scythe back on her back to avoid losing it by dropping it, and that would be stupid. It would be a bad idea to be without your weapon and being surrounded by rats that want to eat you. Thankfully, she focused enough not to make a stupid mistake like that, but it would be bad nonetheless.

Kalie didn’t want to interrupt Graves searching for the human that screamed by his specific talent for blood. If anything, it’s one reason she stayed away from him when it was a game since he would have tracked her to the ends of the game world. ’ Hopefully, he can find a human that screamed with what he usually does. No matter, I will be ready to use my Scythe to help if they need it.’ Kalie thought to herself. She tried to develop a small plan to use her Scythe but other than wielding it regularly without its spells.

The Labyrinth of a maze was hell on Kalie’s legs since she’s now running instead of walking. She had hoped they would find that person who screamed that bone-chilling scream. As long as she’s with Graves, Rael, and Alja, they will get out of this Labyrinth of a maze sewer and deal with the rat’s nest. It is to get the reward at the end of the tunnel, talk to Kazuma again, and tell him that she changed her mind about the decision she made previously.

Kalie kept her eyes peeled for any different types of bodies compared to all the dire rat corpses. She was thinking about all the things she would do after getting done with this sewer, and explicitly taking a bath would be good. It causes Kalie to think of smells that were much more pleasant than what she has to deal with right now. ’ Ugh, I would rather smell flowers than this sewer anymore.’ Kalie thought to look of disgust on her face besides what is going on outside. In contrast, to her thought patterns of the yucky sewer, she tried to stay focused on Graves and the others behind her.
Meagan Holly Trace
The Grand Usurper
Photokinesis and Flight | Unknown, estimated in eight hundred thousand | Female/Fallen Angel

Once, an angel fell from grace after trying to steal the powers of her Goddess that caused many deaths. She committed many crimes in seeking power, but she aims to become redeemed to set things right from her vindictive nature. As a master of the corruption form of Photokinesis, it puts people and creatures into stasis and turns them into monstrous creatures under her control.


I've edited my profile to the parameters required. :)

Location: Xuanxang, Her Room → The Kitchen/Mess Hall
Interaction: Finbarr @The Man Emperor
Mention: Laurey @jdh97




Narvia tried to sleep peacefully after Laurey's conversation with her seal plushie in her arms. It was a bit odd, but this is the first time she didn't cry herself to sleep, and it does make some sense. The Crew of the Xuanxang completed the first mission as successfully as the Xuanxang's crew can deal with, even though there were some snags along the way. Narvia's emotions were in the state of being in a deep sleep, but it hasn't been this way for a long time. She had trouble getting to sleep without tossing, turning, and other types of methods of sleeping. It felt amazing for the first time in a long time to get asleep and was peaceful.

Especially, Narvia was dreaming a dream to reach one of her goals of reuniting with her family. It had always been her goal to reunite with her biological mother, Lana, and her two older siblings. There was an oddity in the dream that made her slightly scared because she repressed it for so long. It was a bit nonsensical and had something to do with the problems her emotions are so out of control for all this time. She feels like whatever this is, she'll need someone to help her after the dream is done.









Narvia wakes up in a panic as if she had a nightmare with her sweating and tears going down her cheeks even more. She looks at the time on her omnitool to see how long she had slept for, and it wasn't even that long. The nightmare shook her out of her peaceful sleep as much as she was trying to sleep. She holds her seal plushie even tighter than she usually does because the nightmare was terrifying. It helps her understand the thing Scott was trying to say to her all those years ago, and it scares her to be a wreck.

Lana and her older siblings are who she loves the most in her life, but there were thoughts in her head. These thoughts were about the others that helped her throughout her life, including the Star Marine Family she gained. ' H-How could I be so blind? It was right in front of me all this time. Why did this have to happen to me? I-I don't want to choose between anyone. S-Scott, I still don't hate you for what you put into motion.' Narvia thought with her tears flowing much more freely. It hurts having to choose between the people you love with all your heart, and she never once thought of it.

There is a searing pain in her heart that feels like it is tearing her up inside. It causes her to have her tears flow freely, and most of her tears hit her seal plushie that she is holding tightly in her arms. Narvia felt even more vulnerable than she had previously. It causes her to realize she should get something to eat and get some chocolate milk. She gets up from her bed and only for a few seconds so she can take a shower and put on her casual clothes after it.

These emotions and feelings made her want to chat with someone in her group of friends to make her feel better. ' I wonder if someone is in the kitchen, mess hall to talk to them. Hopefully, I can get these things off my chest." Narvia thought with the look on her face right now. The look on her face had a frown, and she looked depressed. Usually, she smiles and keeps everyone's morale up, but her morale has hit rock bottom.

She feels much better after the shower and wearing casual clothes that are super cute on her. Her entire body language shows many things that she was terrified of and had to make even more complex choices. In Narvia's mind feels like she shouldn't hate her father for what he has done, but she's scared of what he's planning. She gets out of her room, shuts the door to it, and slowly goes to the kitchen, mess hall. It didn't take long for her to enter the kitchen, mess hall to notice Finbarr in the room working on writing.

Narvia decides to walk over to him, sighing deeply with hints on her breaking points. One small thing would cause her to break down entirely, and not even a plushie could help her. Her curiosity in what he was writing was something to do. " F-Finny, what are you writing? I-I'm sorry for interrupting your creative process, but I need someone to talk to because I can't stop crying." Narvia said without showing her usual smile with some tears going down her cheek. Whatever was wrong with her, but it is obvious she had a nightmare or dream since it's pronounced as day in her body language. She's not acting her usual self, even more so than usual.

Narvia slowly sits down across from Finbarr and lays her head on the table while keeping her tears in check. She rubs her eyes frequently to keep the tears from flowing. " I-I dislike my options. I-I didn't want to grow up without my mommy and older sisters." Narvia said with not a single idea what to do anymore. She's at the tipping point of being a wreck for the rest of her life or having to deal with it slowly.

However, Narvia would probably always had been on the edge of breaking down completely. She has been discovering herself ever since she hit the age she is. It hurts so much about everything that has happened to her. She lifts her head off the table and sighs and crosses her arms because she feels slightly cold. " H-How am I suppose to feel happiness? D-Do you know Finny." Narvia said. It has been an arduous journey to realize she's soon going to become an adult. There has to be a choice to find happiness or to be forever in tears. ” O-Oh yeah, what are you going to do with the 20 million galactic credits that Ashton and Flame gave us? I-I have no idea how to deal with or develop an idea that doesn’t feel like a waste. T-They were sweet in doing that.” Narvia said cutely, sad with tears going down her cheek.


December 30th – Frontline Trench
Interacting with: Jean & Lucia@LetMeDoStuff
Mentioned: Mehetabel @AdmrlStalfos19



Diana noticed Jean didn't respond to her greeting, but everyone in this war feels like shit with how wrong everything has been. She had a smile on her face when Lucia spoke about how she's doing, and yeah, it is chilly as freaking hell. " Yeah, that is nice, Lucia. And yeah, it's dull as dishwater out here in the trench." Diana spoke with a happy look on her face while interacting with Lucia. It didn't help, and she didn't take leave to go back to her parents, but she stayed pretty much only interacted with a few of her platoon here and there. She was filled with some joy to hear where they were heading, the village the only place where you can warm up. " Trebin Village is a better place than the cold that's out here in the trench." Diana added onto the conversation to Lucia.

Everything that has happened so far, she was pulled back from talking to Lucia was when Jean finally responded to her last greeting. It took him a while, but it's better late than never is something her mother would have said to her. " The usual is all you say, Jean. Thank you, Jean." Diana spoke to Jean with a slight jabbing at what he usually says. It is like the one thing you can count on Jean, for he only says the usual without giving too much away. She would be better if he were more talkative, but he looks pretty tired, but she hasn't been getting much sleep either. It would be nice to deal with the small things rather than the enormous things still on her shoulders.

Diana started walking in the village's direction with Jean beside her and Lucia in front of them. Lucia was much better at navigating these trenches than her sometimes because she does sometimes get lost. She only gets lost some of the time, and at least, they were taking a better direction to keep away from the command trench. All because Captain Grumpus usually there, and a sigh of relief happened when they had no luck seeing the bastard himself. ' I hate that man but don't want to do anything to hurt my chances to return home. He's a cruel bastard and a racist on top of it.' Diana thought to herself while walking with Jean and Lucia. She did notice another woman who looks like she needs help or something but also a Darscen. It put a smile on her face to see another Darscen in the platoon always a bit joyous in meeting more people.

Diana stopped herself from greeting herself to the new Darscen since she wanted Jean's attention about transferring to the platoon. All she did was smile and be slightly more chipper around Jean. It didn't take long for Jean to signal them to head up a bit, which Diana agreed to since it sounds important. She walks up ahead to stay in earshot and eyesight range where Jean can see Lucia and her. " It is nice to get a new platoon member in our group." Diana said to herself but only loud enough for Lucia to hear her. She's a bit more chipper, but she yawns slightly. Because of that, she stretches her arms to wake herself. It had been a bit rude to listen in, but she couldn't help it since she enjoys listening in a bit. Mehetabel and Jean's conversation was slightly deep, but many officers show kindness or let alone worry for their soldiers. It annoyed her, which is why she stays quiet when Captain Grumpus speaks to the soldiers.

The new Darscen woman was interesting enough, but Diana realized she spent too much time loitering and wants to go to the village. ' I wonder where Mehetabel is from. Her accent sounds a bit different? Though, I never really left my home until this war where I was conscripted.' Diana thought with her movement towards the village with Lucia and Jean. It had been a bit of a hassle to deal with the reason she had been conscripted over enlisted, but she'll deal with more horrific scenes in this war before it ends. She looks over to Jean and smiles at him. " I need something more than what I have been getting of late, barely any sleep." Diana said with a slight bit of annoyance of not getting much sleep. It has been a tough time for her to deal with all these problems. She feels like she's on the brink of breaking and not being the cheerful person she is.

All right now, she wants to get something to drink to feel some warmth over the cold she has been feeling. Her life's dullest moments are all the shit that she had to do while the others in her platoon went home. It had been incredibly boring, even more so than that, but at least she got a lovely letter from her mother, which she keeps in her pocket. She hasn't read it all the way through, though. ' I should probably read my mother's letter all the way through when I get to the Trebin's Bar.' Diana thought to herself.
My fall from grace character is truly finished. Since it's been given a format overall, and now everything is centered too!

Meagan Holly Trace
The Grand Usurper
Photokinesis and Flight | Unknown, estimated in eight hundred thousand | Female/Fallen Angel

Once, an angel fell from grace after trying to steal the powers of her Goddess that caused many deaths. She committed many crimes in seeking power, but she aims to become redeemed to set things right from her vindictive nature. As a master of the corruption form of Photokinesis, it puts people and creatures into stasis and turns them into monstrous creatures under her control.




December 30th – Frontline Trench



Diana had a hard time in this war, but there were some bright spots here and there, but she finally wrote her thoughts on paper. She was the only recourse in her mind to do that with all the problems getting some sleep in the frontline dugout. These personal thoughts of all the trauma Diana felt in these five months in this blasted war have made her skeptical about everything. She could barely write a single paragraph of all the feelings shaped in a small bow with the date of the month above. It wasn’t an entire thought, but that’s all she could handle at this moment because of all the troubled thoughts in her head. ’ I should probably stop writing my diary. I am barely getting anywhere. Why did my mother send me this in the last package I received?’ Diana thought with a frustratingly look on her face.

Diana sighs know her mother cares for her greatly, but she’s grown up much more than she had in the months before joining the war. She closes her diary and puts it in her pocket on her uniform and looks around, and notices the dugout was clear. It made her shake her head and sigh regretfully, not realizing that everyone was out of there, but the distraction of trying to sleep in the dugout wasn’t helping. She gets up from her bed since she was trying to write in her diary and stretches a bit. A singular thought was about she looks for some of her platoon mates that are the opposite of jerks, which Corporal Jean is. Some people in this platoon keep her going, like Jean, Lucia, Victoria, and others at Amone.

It takes her a bit of time to get out of the dugout and search for Jean since he was a ball of depression, but she has gotten a bit worse lately. She is only talking to people that are in her circle of soldiers rather than others sometimes. She walks from the dugout and goes into the trench, and she tries to wave to other soldiers in the trench. The Frontline Trench is big, but she still has a beautiful smile otherwise. She enjoys her walk since she probably needs that more than anything right now. It shows, she tries to put what happened to her previously behind her, but no one can forget that awful shit that happened at Amone. All the death and destruction caused by the Federation to get the upper hand on the Imperials, that battle cost many lives. It costs Diana her innocence and naivety since it was indeed hell in Europa. One of the reasons she tries to use alcohol to feel slightly better from all the awful sights she has seen through her five months of fighting.

Diana took notice of two familiar faces in her platoon talking to each other, Lucia and Jean. She arrives a bit after they finished talking among themselves felt a bit like she walked a while to reach them. Diana decides to announce her presence to them by waving towards Jean and Lucia with enthusiasm but hiding all the hurt within her heart. It shows she’s much more comfortable around people she knows and likes rather than people Diana doesn’t know because she has become slightly more skeptical over the months in war. ” Hey, Lucia and Jean! How are you two doing?” Diana questioned with that definite brightness to her speech patterns again with a northern Edinburghian accent. She did want to know what they were talking about, but it’s better not to pry like she usually does because everyone needs their space.

As day Diana was trying to do her usual thing of hiding what she is feeling, her body language gave away her feeling. She felt awful about everything she had to do to keep alive in this war, all because that’s what it is. It is one thing to forget about what you’re parents have accomplished, and Diana will stay true to the values of being friends with Darscens. She doesn’t see a point in celebrating her birthday nor New Years’ because being in war numbed her celebration-type cheeriness. A specific look on her face was the indifference of all that happened previously, and she didn’t want to celebrate her birthday. ” Um, what are you two going to do today? Can I join, please?” Diana questioned curiously with a slight smile on her face. She had been bored in the frontline trench after all, and her creative juices weren’t working at all.

@LetMeDoStuff

Location: City Sewers -- The City-State of Thorinn, Aetheria




Kalie slightly sighs when Graves responded to her and couldn’t tell if he was lying or genuinely believing what he was saying. She was somewhat frustrated with what Rael noted; there’s still no nest, but there is a slight hope they are getting closer to it. The labyrinth of a sewer was a bit of a time sink. That’s for sure searching for a nest is like doing one of those maze puzzles with a pen or something. Alja spoke up after Rael, and it’s good to know it’s better to be positive in this gross place. She noticed Graves looking at her, and for a split second, she thought he would do something else besides yelling at her. However, Kalie got yelled at by Graves, which was far from her hopes. It shook her slightly, but all she could do was sigh in a slight regret of her decision. She had to think of the right way to respond to Graves before he gets even angrier.

” I couldn’t help but be indecisive with my decision earlier this morning. I have been thinking it over since then. I feel like I made a wrong decision, but it was right for the moment since everyone was yelling too much.” All the yelling made her gave her the reason for the indecisive maybe. Everyone is so passionate about everything they do, but it took her to think correctly.

Kalie moves one of her hands from her scythe to the back of her neck because the earlier in the morning argument is fresh on everyone’s mind, it seems. She sighs at her inability to give a better answer, all because of her indecisive decision. There were many things wrong with the whole situation, but it would probably be good to talk to Kazuma about her change of mind. She felt massively guilty with her answer to everyone because she couldn’t handle all the yelling.

It did take her a bit of time to realize that Rael looked a bit frustrated about looking down another corridor with no luck of the rat’s nest. However, with what Rael said towards Graves about a few things. It made her feel slightly better somewhat but made her feel somewhat like a coward for just making the motions in Thorinn. Graves responded with something that made her remember that they all should stick together. When Alja spoke up since she has the right thing to say in most ways, she did get superheated during that argument. In terms, she sighs a bit more in understanding that Graves is right. However, Alja said after that made her gasp slightly, but she understands she is one alright.

” Yeah, I am a coward. But I should stop being one.”

Kalie felt guilty for not helping Thorinn’s residents do what they were there to disable the dungeons. All because of the fear of dying, it was a terrifying list of things she wanted to do and wouldn’t be able to do that if she died. It would be better instead of waiting to die, fight until you can smile another day. Alja said another thing that made her a bit like, they all should do that. She put a smile on her lips with it. As such, then that’s when Graves said something essential in terms of talking to Benny about everything.

” Yes, we should, Graves. I want to stop feeling so guilty for giving a maybe. I do wonder if he has something to get everyone on board to do besides what we should do.”

Kalie wondered how much more of this labyrinth they have to go through before reaching the rat’s nest. All of this disgusting filth was truly horrible for her senses. ’ I feel slightly better now… I do hope Kazuma is happy with a decision that wasn’t so indecisive like it was previously.’
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