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Current Leveled Up Today. Level 33 :D
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It has been purchased and is downloading. Godspeed nerds
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So show of hands, do I buy Dragon's Dogma 2? Keeping in mind idgaf about the microtransactions as I don't intend to purchase them anyway
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I don't know about you all, but I kinda wanna join these Cricket RPs sprouting up. They say trusted, after all.
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Whoever names the wars dropped the ball on that one
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Well now that I got the customary "post once" requirement out of the way....

HELLO

Welcome to my safe space. Well, about as safe as one space can be, I guess. If you are here looking for something, I am very sorry to disappoint you, but I made fresh cookies! Come sit a spell.

I guess I'll do some more in-depth stuff about myself. My name is Nick and I am 33 years old living in Illinois. I am a therapist and clinical responder (which is a fancy way of saying I go out on police calls to provide mental health assistance). Been doing therapy for a few years now and I absolutely love it!

I am a gay, cisgender man. I came out last year in January (smack dab in the middle of a pandemic. Timing was always my downfall). There is still much I am learning, but I am proud and happy to be who I really am and not have to hide it anymore!

I am an avid gamer, especially roleplaying games (cue surprised and shock noises). I also enjoy writing and reading, especially mysteries. I am not new to roleplay, I promise. I have been doing it for years now in different formats. I am experienced, even if it doesn't seem like it.

I use humor as a coping mechanism for sure, but I also like laughing and enjoying myself. Life can be pretty sad and upsetting for the most part and I don't want to add to it.

Whew! That got deep!

I will be poking my nose around in spaces and hoping to jump headfirst into this. Some interests I have in terms of roleplay settings include superheroes, DnD, science fiction/fantasy, mysteries, thrillers, horror stuffs, apocolypse, and espionage. And I am a fan of most things pop culture. If you have any suggestions or possible roleplays you think I would love, please let me know.

Otherwise, stick around! This is gonna get wild!

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This looks interesting too! Dang....I am in a decent amount of RPs and now I don't know if I want to join this, or Blue's. If I had to pick I am leaning more towards this as it is a new one whereas Blue's (though incredible and respectable) seems to be long-standing and, if I am being honest, I am somewhat intimidated in joining an RP that has been going on for a bit.

I am keeping an eye on this, for sure though.
@BlueSky44

Excited!

Will probably get something up either tomorrow after work or Monday when I am off :)
I am also interested in superheroes, if you have room for more, of course
I'm leaning towards making an FBI character, possibly a profiler-type
B L A C K C A N A R Y
B L A C K C A N A R Y


Chapter 1: The Lonely Hearts Club



"Summer has come and passed, the innocent can never last..."


Dinah stood there on the stage of the Iceberg Lounge, getting herself lost in the music. She often did when she sang, especially with a song that hit too close to home. It had been years since she lost Oliver, but that didn't mean the hurt didn't rear its ugly head from time to time. "That's what grief does," her therapist had said to her. "There is no time frame for grief after a loss." What was she paying him for anyway if not to fix her?

But he had a point. She did not know if she would ever get over the hurt.

"Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are."


Dinah glanced over the audience as her words flowed to the corners of the room. She could not make out faces, just faceless silhouettes, enjoying their time together. She felt eyes on her, which on an average night would be welcomed. Appreciated even. But now she felt like her heart was on her chest being jabbed by nails and screws, each person looking at her, expecting her to burst from pain.

Deep breaths.

Don't let them see.

Don't let them in.

"As my memory rests, but never forget what I lost...."


Dinah had an appointment later. Well, it wasn't an appointment per se. That was what she referred to patrols as. She really, desperately needed to hit something and there was no better punching bag than a criminal. She debated on checking in to police dispatch and opted to just drive around and stop when it suited her.

She knew she was not in the proper headspace to do such, but she did not care. So long as she got bad guys off the streets, what did it matter if they had a broken arm or two. Her mind flashed to Batman, knowing he would say something. It was hard to respect the man she vehemently disagreed with. Wouldn't life's problems be solved if they were no longer running on the street or locked up in jail that they broke out of time and time again?

She shook it off. She needed a drink. Or twelve.

"Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast,
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends."


She allowed the applause to reach her, giving a small bow before she exited the stage. She ignored the well-wishings, the "you were so good", and made her way to the bar. "Bourbon. Double it. Neat."

This was going to be a long night. She may as well be drunk for it.
Fair enough. I am still new here but I know a lot of people have history.
Your lawyer should also advise you that joking and sarcasm cannot be easily understood over text. I may have jumped the gun, in which case I sincerely apologize. I don't know most of you from Adam so it's hard to know who's friends with who and when someone is being serious or not. After what happened with my sheet I felt flustered.

So long as people are cool with each other, then proceed.
@Mao Mao I would honestly love to see Amanda Waller as a heroic figure in an RP. So if that's your idea, go for it. Ignore the comments.




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The fastest teenager in the building had arrived late, as usual. Wally had beeped him twice. He knew no matter how good his excuse was, it wasn’t gonna be good enough for the speedmaster himself. No amount of kittens saved from cruel fates stuck in trees or grandmas helped across the street would buy him leeway. Perhaps that was why he had to rock up into the warroom to be faced with fighting his greatest foe yet. It wasn’t the half-bred kryptonian, a new-genesis god, a Venom-juiced freak to put the debate of strength vs. speed to rest. Hell, Rufus wasn’t even going to get a rematch against the pink warhead called Shattercrash.

Speaking off, he had lost Polaris’s trail a couple of days ago. Tracking the deranged doctor down to an intergang hideout was as warm as the trail got. A boomtube or something and he was gone without a trace. None of the intergoons he could get his fast little hands on would say anything worthwhile either.

His new suit itched. He wasn’t sure why, but it did. Utilizing a fabric similar to what Wally wore, Rufus now looked like a special Nightwing-edition of The Flash and he hated all of it. It had gotten worn for a few days and had already a few thousand miles in it, no worse for wear. His hat was in his hand as he pulled his hair behind his ears, listening in on who he was supposed to face before finally situating the trucker hat on his head.

Oracle. He was gonna fight the girl who had no physical abilities but only some vague quantum-mechanical ability to see the future? That’s gonna be… Interesting, for sure.




Getting into position, Accelerate as the villain, Oracle as the hero. It was a perfect setup, truly. The situation got the young speedster thinking. Just what use was the seers powers in a real combat scenario? Can she predict a foe's movements?... Can she predict his?

The thought intrigued him. Can she see the future faster than he can?

“Hey, Oracle! You cool if we goof around a little before you kick my ass?” His words came out in such a way that he somehow didn’t sound like a condescending douche.




Admittedly, it wasn’t ideal. Granted, she couldn’t think of getting paired with anyone as ideal considering she couldn’t do much in a combat scenario. But to get paired with the speedster of the group seemed even worse (though she did say a silent prayer of thanks to not be up against Shattercrash considering recent events).

Once it was time for their match, Kennedy stepped into the ring. She was to play the hero and Rufus the villain. ”Ok, how the hell am I going to do this?” she thought to herself. She glanced at the arena to get a sense of it before she heard Rufus speak up. This was another matter, she barely knew the guy. Granted, she barely knew anyone and it wasn’t like she was the social butterfly of the Titans, but it didn’t help. After all, that was what this training was supposed to do after their horrible attempt at the mission.

She really missed Lincoln.

Kennedy wasn’t sure if Rufus’ words were meant to rile her up or put her at ease. It sounded fine, but what did he mean about her kicking his ass? Did he not realize he could run circles around her before she could even blink? “Umm, I guess so. What did you have in mind?” she asked.

Dashing across the bank, ignoring the intended objective, Rufus appeared on the railing of the floor, next to Kennedy, chewing on a powerbar.
“Oracle… From Delphi? You see the future, right? I’m curious about how that works. Are you Wonder Woman’s sidekick with the whole Apollo angle?If you see the future, is fate real?”
He took a bite out of the bar and awaited a response to his bombardment of questions.

Kennedy looked over as Rufus sped over to her. ”And they want me to fight against this dude?” she thought to herself. His questions were understandable. “I truly don’t know how they work other than the fact I can control them. Sometimes a vision I see can be altered, changing the outcome, sometimes the vision comes true no matter what I do. I am able to maneuver it but sometimes, as you said, fate intervenes.” Kennedy remembered seeing Polaris grab Rufus and throw him during their first mission. How she tried to prevent it, but couldn’t.

“Was that all?”

“... So you can sort of see the future, but only sometimes? And even then, your vision can be prevented or altered, but not always?” He pondered, fiddling with an object in his hand. “That doesn’t quite answer my question. Can you bring the visions forward at will? If not, what use are they in combat?” His demeanor turned ever so slightly more serious, reminding his partner that they were supposed to simulate a fight.

“Are your visions based on intention or ability?” he pondered further.

In truth, Kennedy didn’t know how useful it would be in a fight. She was reminded of her first mission where she royally screwed up. “I can bring visions forward, yes.I said I can control them. I just can’t control what I see.”

“As for combat, I guess that is what we are going to find out here. Any other questions about my abilities before we get into it?”
Kennedy prepared herself, though she didn’t expect to win this. There was no way she could beat the speedster in a brawl. This would only serve to show everyone else how useless she was.

“Nono, you misunderstand my question. Would a vision about me, about our fight, be called on by my intention, or my ability? I’m capable of being quite a threat, but can your powers sense if I’m serious or not?”

“Dude I don’t know! I saw Polaris grab and throw you, but who’s to say that was his intention. I also saw Blitz get injured and I called to him and told him and he missed getting hurt. I wish I had the answers, but I don’t. Welcome to my life of constantly being harassed and questioned by others when I don’t prevent something bad or feared when I bring up something good. No one knows what to do about me, least of all myself. So can we get this one-sided match over with now?”

Rufus nodded, it was evident that Kennedy had no interest in engaging in conversation about her powers, so he figured it was about time to get practical.
“Guess prodding will do.” Rufus brought up. He vanished, and for twenty-eight seconds the room was quiet, the hostages detained, and as far as most could tell he had vanished.

The piece didn’t last as the blur scooted up on the other end of the bank room to Oracle. “See. I jury-rigged myself four sets of explosive handcuffs. Three for the civilians down there.” He smirked, turning his cap around to become more aerodynamic, up from the stands Wally let out a groan about the ‘stupid hat’. The explosive cuffs dangling in his hand.

“I’ve triple blinded these. They will go off in sequence. They have to be disarmed in sequence, too. You tell me which one will go off when, and I’ll disarm them. You tell me wrong, Oracle, and well… These aren’t real people down there. So…” His face grew serious as he pulled out the last pair, clasping them around his own wrists. “The last pair is for me. They’ll blow in a minute and a half. Don’t screw around.” He urged, there was no levity in his tone, this was not a bluff. Wally and Cyborg were about to move but Arsenal halted them, wanting to see how this all plays out.

Kennedy blinked and Rufus was gone. So the fight had begun. What she expected was to maybe be punched or thrown across the room. Tripped up from the man’s intense speed. What she did not expect was within a matter of seconds, Rufus had gone up the stands after fastening homemade bomb handcuffs to the “civilians” and one for himself. The civilians were not at risk due to them being fake, but if Rufus was telling the truth, he had just latched on bombs to himself and called to her to figure out which ones to disarm. She looked over towards where the others were watching, almost imploring them to stop this. Surely this was not the point of the exercise. However Arsenal had other ideas. “You heard the man Oracle. Save the civilians.”

Kennedy felt her pulse race as panic began to set in. Surely he was lying, right? There was no way he would actually risk putting an actual bomb on his person for a fake training exercise. But how could she be sure?

She steeled herself. If this was how it was going to be, then she was going to try. She closed her eyes and brought forth a vision. In the room they were in, she saw the civilians lined up. Each one latched with the bomb handcuffs. She also saw Rufus briefly before he sped up and reached the civilian in the middle. He began to disarm the bomb as she watched. In a matter of seconds the cuffs were off and fell to the ground.

A beat.

Another beat.

No explosion.

Kennedy came back with a gasp. She faced Rufus again. “Disarm the one in the middle first. And while you do, tell me what the hell all this is?”

“I trust you.” He simply said, zooming out, reaching the civilian in the middle. His hands were a little difficult to move as the rigid metal bars of the handcuff minimized his room for movement. “Here goes everything.” He mumbled, flicking a screwdriver in his hand and in a blur he had disarmed the first cuff. He sighed in relief.

“One down.”

Kennedy waited while Rufus worked on the cuffs. She could have been wrong and wouldn’t that be hilarious. However, he managed to get the cuffs off without everyone else exploding. So she got it right.

However, she was more surprised at his words. Trust. She hadn’t felt that in…..well had she ever felt it? Trust in someone else? Or felt like she was trusted? She closed her eyes as another vision came. This time she saw the explosion after Rufus attempted to disarm the civilian on the left. “Disarm the one on the right. Then the left. Then yours. But….” she walked forward, standing next to the civilians. “I want to be next to you when you do. If you can trust me, I can trust you.” Rufus smiled.

“Just… Know that I can’t vibrate through material like he can.” He said, nodding to Wally who was looking on, a bead of sweat running down his forehead. “And I’d rather die than let that smug asshole in red save me.” He focused up. “You’re certain it’s the one on the right and then left, and me last, yeah? We don’t get a second shot at this.”

Kennedy saw the vision. Her visions came true unless she altered them. And she had no intention of changing the outcome of this. “I am sure. Show them how we do things.” She did not know where this newfound confidence came from, but she noted her pulse was calmer, her breathing at an even pace. “And after we live through this, promise me you’ll explain how you came to know how to rig up explosives.”

He nodded, the timer was running out, eleven seconds left on the clock and he got to work. Not as a blur, but certainly hard to keep your eyes on he undid them in the order Kennedy had told him, until he finally only had his own left, the timer reaching the final digit.

The cuffs were flung into the air as all four exploded, leaving a cloud of dust in its wake, clearing as it revealed the two teenage heroes and their fake civilians unharmed. “I give up. Hero beat my little game.” Rufus states to put an end to the exercise, holding up Oracle’s hand as if she had just won the championship match against Ali.
I hereby tender my resignation. I refuse to join any game that would have Wraith as GM.


You are so real for this
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