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2 mos ago
Current Gonna be on hiatus for a while, so sorry to all the people I'm in RPs with. Just need some time to myself.
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2 mos ago
*angry vampire noises*
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2 mos ago
Aaand my truck's broke down. Nice...-__-
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2 mos ago
Soooo slice of life in, but medieval fantasy out. Gotcha.
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2 mos ago
Before the hangman's noose, I say---it's a good day to die.
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Cradle of Filth?

Doing a Sisters of Mercy cover?!

Pinch my decrepit goth ass, I'm dreaming!


I couldn't make it through the first few lines without rolling my eyes...

Anywho, I'm not doing this for sympathy. This isn't a fucking pity party.


Sounds like one to me. You bawl and squawl about having to take care of your family when you probably chose to do so. I'm sure they really appreciate you bitching to strangers on the internet about them behind their back. You have a JOB at least that has kept you stable for years, so be thankful for it and quit whining! So it isn't your "dream job"! So what! They're called dreams because you have to be asleep to believe them!

The reason your "relationships" (long distance is NOT a relationship--it's just two desperate (and pathetic) souls sexting and sending nudes) fell apart is probably exhibit A---your "Feel sorry for Me" attitude that nobody---and I mean NOBODY wants to be around. Life is already hard enough without some poor sap moping around about "his problems" and "his feelings." How bout you fix yourself first before you consider breeding, kimosabe?

I spent four years in college chasing my dream of being a professional illustrator--only for it to fall apart. And I barely draw or write anymore because I don't feel the urge to, and after working a braindead job for so long, I've lost my creativity.
Rusalka


That's ALL on you! You picked a profession that DOES NOT have a stable job market or any opportunities near you, especially with AI rendering artists obsolete. Plus, you chose to quit drawing and writing after you failed. That to me just reeks of self pity. If you still love to draw and write, what the hell is keeping you from doing it, other than yourself? Do it as a hobby--on weekends or whenever you get time off work. You don't feel the urge anymore because you don't make yourself do it! Instead of laying around moping, get your ass over to the desk and draw or write something. The only one who's gonna see it is you, so who cares if it sucks? Learn from your mistakes and improve. Also, nobody loses their creativity. Humans are wired to be creative 24/7.

And not to give cheesy advice. But if you don't feel like there's any *one* or *specific* thing(s) that would suddenly make life better (if changed). I'd start going to the gym and working out. And if you can't afford that, going for daily walks outside. (That, and decompressing by turning off social media & your phone for a period of time. (Hours/Days) If you're particularly addicted to that.) Some sun and some exercise can do the body and mind some good.

- Fellow diagnosed depressed person (whose much better than he used to be.)


^This.

Your life is not going to improve, unless you put the effort in to MAKE IT IMPROVE. Get out of your bubble--go touch grass--and quit wasting time whining to people on the guild or anywhere else. You say you've tried to pull the off-switch four times? Pathetic. The reason you didn't "Succeed" is either you didn't want to die that badly and didn't go through with it, or perhaps some divine entity (God or whatever) is trying to give you a sign that life isn't to be thrown away.

So in summary, pull yourself up by the bootstraps and keep going. Life is only going to suck more the older you get.

Also, if I may use a cliche for a thousand dollars, you could have it a hell of a lot worse. So get over yourself.

@Blessed Blight

Matthias sat alone in the dimly lit tavern, concealed beneath the shadows of a corner table. Gingerly, he sipped of a viscous, ruby liquid in a crystal chalice clutched between his steely fingers, keen, red eyes quietly observing the few patrons remaining. Long, damp strands of crimson hair clung to his sullen face, neatly framing his stern, angular features, sharp cheekbones and a pointed chin ending in a meticulously trimmed goatee. Over his broad shoulders was draped a long black cloak, barely covering a modest, charcoal Victorian suit with a frilled, white button shirt and an elegant red cravat tied around his neck.

For a moment or so, the man sat in demure silence, watching...waiting...

The soothing warmth emanating from the hearth kissed his pale flesh, a welcome contrast to the cold, bitter rain outside, fat drops pattering the window and snaking down the sheen surface of the glass. Dappled shadows danced across the walls and along the floor, like abstract shapes swaying mesmerically amidst the dull, vermillion haze.

Matthias sighed taking another small sip of his beverage of choice. Just then, the door creaked open and a figure ambled into the light. Matthias peered over his chalice, fixing his eyes onto the young woman as she stepped through the doorway, letting in a shrill gust of cold air momentarily robbing the tavern of its comforting warmth. He watched as she made her way over to the bar, a few cautious glances here and there before she asked the bartender for a cup of tea.

The first of many aspects that caught his observation were her fingernails. They were long and sharp, similar to his and those of his ilk, but unlike the dark color of his nails, hers were more of a crystalline, oddly fascinating.

There were also her eyes, glowing and radiant with soft golden hues, like the sun that once kissed his fair skin...now an abhorrence to him.

Matthias remained transfixed upon her as the night waned on. After a while, however, he slowly stood from his chair and sauntered over to the bar, the light shuffle of his polished, black riding boots trailing across the barroom floor.

"A bottle of your finest wine, my good sir." He whispered to the barkeep, his voice baritone. He then sat down beside the young woman, calmly adjusting his cloak.
@Mas Bagus

I'm sorry to say this but I'm going to have to withdraw, good sir. As of now, my mental state is not the best. I need some time off to recuperate. I really looked forward to this, but right now I can only handle so much. Again, I'm sorry to have disappointed you.
@Eviledd1984@Visyn@Zeroth@Kazemitsu@shadowsaint007

Guys, I am so sorry to say this, but since the RP has been moving slowly and at some points was at a complete standstill, I have lost interest and will not be continuing it. Plus I'm not in the best mental health right now. I know I promised you all that this would be a good RP, but I just can't continue with it.

I'm sorry for everyone that I let down, and if you're upset or angry with me, I fully understand. I honestly hate pulling the rug out from under you like this, but I wanted to make it clear that this RP is unfortunately dead.

Perhaps in the near future when I am ready, I will revive it or come up with a new concept. Until then, this is Vlad Tepes signing out.

I wish you all good fortune and happiness.

Goodbye.
@Visyn Still hanging in there.
@Mas Bagus Thank you. ^_^ I look forward to your in-depth review later then.
Why do I seem to be getting huge GATE vibes here?
@Mas Bagus@A5G

Hi, nice to meet you too. I edited Corvin's CS so his active abilities/spells are cut down to four. Also added weaknesses and drawbacks.
@Mas Bagus So about that vampire... Here he is! Let me know if there's anything I need to change. I tried my best to fine-tune his backstory a little so it would give him a purpose for joining the others in this adventure.

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