Sakura Level 11: 52/110
Location: Charge Partitioning back streets -> Walking around the Low Tier.
Word Count: 1,927
Points Gained: 3
New EXP Balance--- Level 11: 55/110
Location: Charge Partitioning back streets -> Walking around the Low Tier.
Word Count: 1,927
Points Gained: 3
New EXP Balance--- Level 11: 55/110
Sakura sat up on a public bench along the streets of Esaka, setting her feet on the seat and placing the rest of her on the top of the back.
”...and some people don’t like the idea, of that, I think. Not being the ‘real’ version of themselves? But I have a hard time seeing it that way. Just because I don’t remember what I’ve been up to all this time, doesn’t mean I’m not the real me. I remember my entire life before all of this happened, you know? Feel the same feelings about it.” Sakura said.
”But what I have been, what all of us have been, is stuck. This world, and almost everyone in it, unable to grow, and to build a future. That’s what taking memory away does.” Sakura looked up the sky.
Then she rubbed her chin. ”If I had to guess, I’ve probably been fighting around Esaka all this time, occasionally running off to find Ryu-san. Probably getting smoked occasionally in tournament fights that go too far without anyone realizing, or picked off by the dangers of the outside world. Until the Seekers came along, that was probably my loop.” She shook her head and chuckled.
”Heavy stuff, huh, Ei-san? But then again, it’s possible this is the first time I’ve been put in the world, too. I have no idea if there’s a way to know for sure. Regardless, I’m free of it now, and I intend to be a part of the team to win it all.” Sakura said. ”Smash Galeem to bits and restore everything to the way it was.”
”Sorry. I started rambling. Where was I in my, like, explanation? Or do you have any questions? At this point I’ve heard the spiel like a dozen times.” She scratched her head.
All the while, Ei listened with an expression of utmost solemnity, with all the gravitas of a judge in court, as she stared out across the fishscale-shingle roofs of the Low Tier, like a shoal of carp endlessly circling the rest of the city. Beyond it lay a beautiful natural landscape, particularly in the west where the cherry blossom trees atop the twin peaks of Mount Yongou bloomed in radiant pink abundance.
After a moment, Ei gave her thoughts. “You admit your life has worth, and that you deserve to live. I feel the same way. Yet you fight on toward a goal that will end in self-destruction.” From the way she said it, it sounded less like a critique and more like an admission that she felt perplexed.
“There are many things wrong with this world. To change and to grow are synonymous with being alive, and being robbed of that…it is not the same. Yet, I can see the logic.” Her gaze settled on a couple little, round birds as they came to rest on an eave nearby. “There are certain things all of us hold dear. Things, places, people we love, perhaps grew up with. But time goes on. Heroes grow old and wither away, replaced or forgotten. Once glorious realms change hands or fade into obscurity. Old favorites never return.”
Ei’s expression turned downcast. “I’m sure there’s some part of us all that pines for those lost loves. That would pay dearly for their return and continuance. That yearns to witness them in new stories, to see growth and change, to see them shown to fresh eyes and experience the recognition they deserve. Even if none of it is truly authentic…it tastes good enough. It still satiates the longing. The nostalgia. Fills the holes those lost loves left behind.” Ei paused thoughtfully. “Maybe that’s what Moebius really is. A wistful…craving. A dangerous dream.”
After a moment, she gestured to the city. “And here, all those things can return as many times as they please. A grand toybox of playthings that never tarnish. Here, their fond memories mean that all their lost loves can live on, and on, and on. Even if it’s not quite the same.” Ei shook her head, then gave an awkward, somewhat resigned laugh. “Haha…really makes you think, huh?”
Sakura dropped from her perch and casually flopped her head against Ei’s lap as she started to lay on the bench. ”It’s like when you finish a really good anime or something, and you’re like, ‘man, I wish i could wipe my memory and watch it all over again!’” Sakura said.
”But then it’s like, if you actually could, wouldn’t you just do the same thing again? And then it’s like you’re just sitting there watching the same thing, over and over again. You’ll never finish it. And then it’s like, if you never finish it, if you can never reflect on it, you never really watched it at all.” Sakura said.
For a brief moment Ei seemed startled, or at least surprised, by Sakura’s choice of headrest. After a few seconds, though, she smiled and tousled the girl’s short brown hair, like a grandmother might do to her grandchild. “That’s certainly one way to put it.”
Sakura smiled and pointed a finger up at Ei. ”And what do you mean, self-destruction? Worst case scenario I get my memory wiped. Already had it happen who knows how many times. What’s one more?” Sakura raised an eyebrow.
”Lost loves, lost places, forgotten memories…” Sakura shook her head. ”I’m not even twenty! I’m barely getting started over here. And my little brother probably doesn’t even exist right now. And my parents, my friends, all have so much more to give, too.” Sakura made a dismissive gesture. ”Nuh uh. Nope. No way. This whole thing is a universal karmic scam.”
That got a chuckle out of Ei. “Well…if there’s anything I do know, it’s that I want you to keep living, miss Sakura. If not for this world we would have never met, but now it’s like we’re friends. And it’d make me happy to keep doing…you know, friend-ly things with you. Despite the, er, circumstances.” The lady brightened up a little. “Oh, like dango! I passed a dango stall this morning…well, I did a lot more than pass it, I suppose. No matter, I’m sure they wouldn’t mind a repeat customer. Or a brand new one, if…you’re interested?”
Sakura smiled, and sat up straight to look at Ei. ”Dango? Here? How’d I miss that?” Sakura said. ”I’d love to!”
A beat.
”If you’re buying.” She added, flatly.
Ei winced a little as she smiled. “Well, eheh, it’s only fair.”
The two got a move on, quickly losing their view of the gorgeous Mount Yongou in the distance. In its place they received the full experience of wandering through the Low Tier, an unpredictable maze of narrow, irregular cobbled streets and blended architectural styles with few to no identifiable landmarks. Given the sheer size and cluttered chaos of Esaka’s downmost district, it was no wonder that Sakura had managed to miss a solitary dango cart somewhere. The greater mystery by far was how the newcomer Ei managed to internalize its location–clearly the lavender-clad lady had her priorities straight. It did take a while to actually track the cart down again, but the friends didn’t mind getting a little lost together. Wherever they happened to go, they found hole-in-the-wall restaurants giving off tantalizing aromas, little shops selling unique knickknacks, and street fights between gimmicky Low Tier fighters working off some steam. This place was nothing if not diverting.
Eventually, the two did find their destination, a rustic wooden stall tucked away in a hazy little alley where the mochi pounders could swing their mallets in peace without accidentally clobbering any passers-by. The stall, run by a handful of sentient cats, offered a plethora of colorful, steamed, glutinous pounded rice spheres on sticks, and visitors could choose any three dango they wanted to slot onto their sticks. There were dango covered in syrup, coated with sugar or sesame seeds, glazed, smeared with nut paste, wrapped in seaweed, grilled, fried, charred, rolled in flour, filled with veggies or tofu, flavored with mugwort, and more.
Ei went for a time-tested favorite: the classic pink, white, and green hanami dango. She also got three of them. When she asked how much she owed, however, the felyne behind the counter stiffened up for a moment, rubbed its eyes, then clapped its paws together. “Actually, mew are in luck! You’re our hundredth customer today, so we’re treating you to five sticks of dango on the house. Paw-lease enjoy!”
“Wow, how lucky!” Ei glanced at Sakura. “That means you get two! Which ones do you want?”
”Yeah! What? That’s crazy.” Sakura said. Something about this was suspicious. Did people act weird around Ei, or was it just her imagination? But it was impossible to turn down free food.
”Um, thanks?” Sakura said. ”I’ll have the Hanami Dango and the Mitarashi Dango. Sakura said, pointing up two fingers. ”Please!”
Sakura held the sweet treats, one stick in each fist. ”I’ve never gotten any free stuff like that, before.”
When the martial artist turned to address Ei, she found that her friend had already disposed of an entire stick’s worth of dango, causing her cheeks to bulge out comically as she worked her way through the chewy treat. “Shee, it’sh not all bad.” Realizing her bad manners, Ei held a hand over her mouth as she quickly swallowed. “Er, my apologies. I guess my sweet tooth is showing.”
”Impressive stuff, Ei-san.” Sakura said sagely.
Since the alley was a bit steamy and humid thanks to the dango cart, the two left the side-street with their spoils and stood out in front of a small grocery store where several monochromatic people of different shapes and sizes were shopping. Ei wasted no time in scoffing down another dango, but as she chewed her gaze wandered above the buildings toward Esaka’s higher tiers. Once she finished, she cleared her throat and gave Sakura a curious look.
“So…if your friends are going to be taking the fight to Consul R, are you planning to challenge Esaka’s consul, as well?”
”I…don’t know.” Sakura admitted. ”Right now, I’m just focusing on winning the tournament.”
”If the Consuls get in the way, we’ll go through them if we have to. IF there’s any plan to, y’know, take them out early, then I wouldn’t know.” Sakura said. ”...I don’t even know which one is Consul R. I’m pretty sure the spooky lingering person in all of those broadcasts is the Consul assigned to Esaka, though.”
Ei nodded, nonplussed by the news, or lack thereof. “Oh, R is the one I told you that rumor about earlier. Well, in any case, I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you guys. And if I see Esaka’s while wandering around, I’ll come straight to you.” Somehow, all her dango had disappeared. In fact, Ei was already looking back in the direction of the steamy alleyway, maybe considering another round. After a moment she abandoned the idea with a longing sigh and gave her friend a faint smile. “Heading back up to watch some more Pools matches I guess. See you later, Sakura.”
Sakura huffed. There was something melancholic when a hangout session with friends was coming to an end. Even when you would certainly see them and do it all over again.”...Alright! I’ll see you around! Wish me luck. I hope this candy doesn’t get in the way.” Still holding onto some of her dango, Sakura waved with it and walked backwards waving a little after it had become unreasonable to continue to doing so.