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Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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o_o *vomits rainbows*

@hatakekuro

^me

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

I just found the best song alive nano desu

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJY6TRfvq9s

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Hype hype hype

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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sure sure.

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Anyone watching any anime that has english dub for more then one season so far? I need background noise while I'm studying and if I have japanese I'll end up trying to figure out what's being said.

@Caits

If you didn't watch angel beats, guilty crown or clannad yet ill be mad at you.

My wife just gave me a "what the fuck are you doing" look and won't tell me why -_-

@Zarkun

Zarkun-kun has a waifu ^-^

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I'm already sick.

But I have a borderline migriane at the moment that im pretty much keeping at bay with pain killers. And that's making me feel worse

hides under a blanket

@Caits

-Snuggles with Caits-

dangles random plushies in front of @Caits and @liferusher

@Joshua Tamashii

-dashes onto plushie-

Agony was fun to watch? We must be into different things.

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Then again, over 60% of women use epidurals, with more using lesser modes of anesthesia, so they don't get a taste of it, either.

@Lugubrious

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I imagine there is still pain. I personally wouldn't risk an epidural. Do you know how close it is sticking a needle in your back to being paralysed? I wouldn't trust a doctor for that! Or any human!

@Caits

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Hmm, the risk is a point I hadn't considered. Still, the statistics remain. Personally I'm not too happy about needles.

@Lugubrious

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To my knowledge, epidurals and similar anesthetics don't make the lady in question sleepy, just numb. But I suppose the occasional person might have an adverse reaction. Still, if it's a legal treatment, then it's rather like flying in an airplane: the results of a crash could be catastrophic, but the chance of a crash is so low that the service itself is utterly commonplace.

Still, the fact that many more people die to doctors per year than to guns is an acceptable justification.

But hey, I can say from experience that there's at least defense training against knives.

@Lugubrious

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Ya, I'm not a fan of them too. I remember the last time I had one. They had to stick it in my arm and I held my arm down with my other arm and looked away when they did it lol.

@Expolar

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The last needle I had, they stuck it in my arm, had a hard time getting a vein, and wiggled the needle around while it was still in my arm. Freaked me out xD

@Silver Fox

I am back from work! and from doctors. they gave me a needle.... -cries-

@Oblivion666

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As I've actually done the needle thing before, I'd like to say we were told it isn't a HORRIBLE thing to do, but that if you can't find a vein in...I think it was thirty seconds, to pull it out. Was probably less.

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Wonder which hurt worse...

@Zarkun

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Try actually watching it happen. XD and being to afraid to freak out cause your afraid of the needle snapping while still in you.

And it lasted a good five minutes,

@Silver Fox

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Then you haven't see a doctor cause massive bleeding in a vein because they did that and have to send the patient off to surgery t fix it

@Caits

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No but seriously tho. I have a phobia for needles and I have passed out multiple times for having only a little needle in my arm. I start to hyperventilate and pass out short after.

Orean Cause (A magical school?) [Reboot]

I know people have a life, i don't check statuses because I don't bother with it. You are going through alot right now I understand it just that I want to give up, You all have lives to talk about and deal with. I am just a person who can't do anything to help, I just wanna give up even though I don't.

Deal what you have to deal, live the way you want, go its alright anyway. I can't control anything but myself.

I just had enough with this and don't know how to deal with it...

@Destinyfailhorror17

just hopping by when i suddenly saw your rp hasn't been moving since 5 days ago. Just saying that it isn't your fault that the ic suddenly stopped with moving. But don't go acting like that when you don't like it that other people aren't that emotionally bound to this rp. It's your little baby and others can't keep staying with it the whole time that's just how it is. I dropped because i knew that i didn't have much to post in the ic in the first place after 2 restarts. I already had trouble with the second restart. But if you really want to continue with your baby make it better feed it more play with more, experiment to see what gets people their attention. Cause after a while others don't know what to post anymore. A small example, I joined a fairy tail rp from my bestie caits and she is already planning for the next two arcs and what would get others their attention. The people in that rp are hugely motivated by the concept and the rp itself is already running longer than a year with everyday atleast 10 ic posts cause its well thought out by Caits. Now i'm not saying that this isn't well thought out but it could use a little more creativity after the party. Plan for something fun after a small break after the party I dunno like an event. I'm not in any spot to talk about this to you and you can just ignore what I said but one thing. Don't ever let this rp emotionally wreck you.

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Logging back in after three days or so and I see this. Here's some explanation on my behalf:
One of my transgender friends has told me that they're killing themselves after high school, which I am trying to prevent.
My sexuality is hard to tell others irl.
I have schoolwork still. Which would you choose, doing schoolwork, or focusing on some roleplay site and failing?
The one who I want to stay what you are to me, is no longer the person she is to me.
Depression.
Anger.
Laziness prevents me from being motivated anymore, and there's no reason for me to even bother anymore.
Please understand that I have a life outside of this site and sometimes I just need a break to get it together. Hell, I even have a status on it. Just fucking check that.
Understand that others could possibly be too busy with other things, and don't have time, not that they just don't care for it.
Please don't choose to believe your eyes before even hearing my words.

@LowKey123

You're doing your best. Keep fighting and it will all work out eventually :) Thats all I can say

Life out

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Oh Ayame is in her 'home' (some dried up sewer waste pipe)

I didnt think my post was that good but more like a mess. Well glad to hear others like it ^-^

-goes to sleep on foxy-chan-

Also i think i might have got my cosplay for animecon. Blazblue taokaka

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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I tried replying to it :(

@Expolar

Do it and ill give you a nice reward

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

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-fluttered- I dont hear much people praise my posts ^^ -sunshines and butterflies all around while continuing the happy spaced out look on face-

EDIT WAIT I HAVE THE PERFECT GIF FOR THIS

@liferusher

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Nicely done with the imagery there, Life. Enjoyed reading that post. *pokes @Demon Shinobi* Did I miss you popping in here?

@Zarkun

-fluttered- I dont hear much people praise my posts ^^ -sunshines and butterflies all around while continuing the happy spaced out look on face-

EDIT WAIT I HAVE THE PERFECT GIF FOR THIS

Phoenix Wing (A Fairy Tail RP-Always Open, Open)

Ayame

Phoenix Wing

Nero

Nero was still gonna use Penny's coins that were on the bar, it wasn't that much for him but Ayame would have protected it with her life if she ever found such a thing on street. He claimed the money was his now and it could have been true that Nero indeed earned it from the job but she still didn't feel sure about that fact. He was now even trying to lecture her that it wasn't stealing but doing a good deed. Her soft voice replied to him "I quess" she gave a shrug at the same time and averted her eyes a little.

She kept standing on the same spot for a while, while Nero was making his way over to the door. She gave him a sad puppy look face as Nero noticed Ayame was lying to him she didn't do the face by accident but it kight have upsetted him a tiny bit. It seemed that Nero had misjudged to why she was lying. Ayame didn't want to use the money for food because she still believed a full one hundred procent that thr money was from him. The happy face of Nero suddenly faded and became a pained sad one. She blankly stared at him for a few moments hearing what he had to say and her face also turned sad. She still tried to softly mutter a few things to him before he was leaving "N-no I didn't mean it that way..." but he was already gone. She ran out of the door with her hands clutched to her chest and hastily turned towards Nero his back that was slowly disapearing in the distance. She could only reach out for him but she couldn't open her mouth and just stood there watching him walk off into the city. She dropped her back against the wall behind her and slowly made herself slide down to a sitting position. Maybe she should have just agreed to him and go out to eat with him. Her head slowly dropped against the wall. She was able to see the orange sky slowly passing by over her head as she took some alone time and started thinking about him and what she did some more as her lips began moving. It wasn't talking but singing. Very very soft singing.

https://youtu.be/4XsHqpjjYvI

After an hour or so she stood up again and forced herself to go back home. Her walking was slow and her head was still hanging down, sulking in the process. Her feet were slowly dragging her back to her home. It only looked like a little bit to walk but it had already taken an hour before she reached the entrance. She plunged down on her self made bed and hugged her only plushie tightly. There was this empty feeling inside of her. She rolled around a few times not being able to close an eye. She looked up at the ceiling and blinked a few times before everything became hazy. She felt small drips of water running down her cheeks "He, funny there is a leak in the roof." She smiled and pressed the plushie tightly against her face. Maybe she was finally able to make friends after all. She had to go eat his hard earned food now, to make up with him. She smiled once more whipping the tears from her eyes and slowly nodded off into sleep.