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Current Now running: World of Light: The Tale of the Dark Itself
5 mos ago
Forever and ever, amen
8 mos ago
Calling out from Scatman's world
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11 mos ago
Called into action - by threats that seem harmonized
1 yr ago
Tomorrow comes

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Current GM of World of Light. When it comes to writing, there's nothing I love more than imagination, engagement, and commitment. I'm always open to talk, suggestion, criticism, and collaboration. While I try to be as obliging, helpful, and courteous as possible, I have very little sympathy for ghosts, and anyone who'd like to string me along. Straightforwardness is all I ask for.

Looking for more personal details? I'm just some dude from the American south; software development is my job but games, writing, and trying to help others enjoy life are my passions. Been RPing for over a decade, starting waaaay back with humble beginnings on the Spore forum, so I know a thing or two, though I won't pretend to be an expert. If you're down for some fun, let's make something spectacular together.

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Lugu...you are doing it again...


Doing what? Saying it like it is, perhaps in a bitter tone? I wouldn't be trying to draw attention to the issue if it didn't make me very sad. It might not look like it, but I have really enjoyed playing with @liferusher. Our characters had an almost big brother/little sister relationship going on. If Life would return, my arms would be open.
Here, I'll tell you. Someone in another RP called In Hunting Beasts and Monsters was a little mean to her, so her natural response was to assume that all people everywhere hated her, abandon us all, and quit the site. I'm in that RP, and watched the whole thing. Her fanatic insecurity got the better of her at last. Sorry, friends.

On the bright side, Nero is now totally alone in the world and has no friends whatsoever.
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Bai eh whatever its not like people would even care


What is the meaning of this?
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Though every aspect of Otsune's current situation would have appealed in a sane world to the protective, considerate, or sympathetic instincts of any normal human, no help came. After freeing her from her physical restraints, Donny left to help the others. The brawny fellow, receiving no response from the near-catatonic woman, mistook inability to ask for aid for a lack of need for aid and coldly left her. Though the others could now move, wonder, and speak, none stepped forward to empathize with her and help her come back to her senses; nevertheless, her senses began to return to her.

Otsune's eyes blinked open. Though the cold, the damp, and the smell did not please her, at the very least no riotous sound rattled her skull. Her shivering stopped, and her limbs began to unfurl. The same thoughts ran through her head as had those of the others, but as always she kept her thoughts inside. What a strange manner of place. Are those people, all around me? Have I been lying on this smelly, rough ground? Blood on the stone...? Why can't I remember? Oh, I know. A dream, obviously. I recall going to sleep, being sick too, I think, but not much else. But one never remembers how a dream begins exactly, do they? Slowly, Otsune propped herself up, making each movement with careful deliberation. No matter what, dreams tended to be highly selective in the ways they made sense; she would be certain not to act before she understood how this one worked. Her eyes swept over her nebulous, fetid surroundings. No faces stimulated her recognition, but the architecture of the building itself fascinated her. Almost medieval, this place. I can tell already this is going to be an interesting dream! It's so clear, and real. Her mind drifted to the world she left behind, that hazy but all-important void. Something seemed off about this dream...some sort of expectation. I don't know why, but I feel like I should make this dream count. She sat against the wall, believing the other people to be nothing more than figments of imagination, for they had not demonstrated any humanity to her.

For the next few seconds, she examined what she wore. Upon her person there appeared to be a longcoat, striped leggings, thick-soled shoes, a scarf, an ascot, and fingerless gloves. At this, Otsune smiled. Fancy, but functional. This stuff is cool. Like some classy heroine would wear on a nighttime expedition to fight crime. I remember having dreams like this before, indeed! How wonderfully perfect. Could this have been meant for me? Since this dream feels important, and real, it's like some kind of blessing.

Then came the words of Maria, cutting through the somber, musty dark. Otsune listened with rapt attention, silently and imperceptibly eager to figure out the nature of the dream world. Of all of life's possibilities, exploring one's own imagination struck her as one of the most intriguing. As Maria spoke, Otsune examined her. Bone-white skin and hair, and such elegant clothing! She's like a puppet, or a vampire. I should be careful. After all: red eyes, take warning. Well, they do seem a rather purplish shade of red, but same principle I imagine. Being evasive is good, though. If I die in this dream, or maybe even get hurt, I'll wake up early. What a waste that would be! Of course, the contents of Maria's little discourse made the library of gears within Otsune's mind turn as well. Logically, she assumed that, like a person playing a videogame, she would be the 'hero' of this grim adventure. Otsune, of course, imagined that Maria addressed her directly; what was the point of interaction with dream characters, after all? She almost laughed aloud to hear about a meeting with 'The Absolute'. It is a quest after all! This is going to be a memorable dream, for certain. I'm looking cool, this place is horrid but still neat, and I'm about to meet the exposition character! Thanks be to God for such an amazing gift.

Suddenly flexible and spry, Otsune leaped to her feet, ready to embark. She dashed for the stairs, thinking, hey, in here I'm practically a different person. This looks like a violent and kinda disturbing world, judging by that dead guy in the corner. She did not ponder overmuch the fatally-wounded madman. I'll have to be more assertive to make the most of this kind of world. Let's see, name, name, name. Absolute is a kind of alcohol, right? I'll just call myself my favorite drink: Highball. She quickly made her way up the stairs, just behind a man in black doing the same, only to find the doorway slammed in her face by her predecessor. This unanticipated choice of action drew an appropriately surprised response from Highball. “Ah?” she intoned, not quite a word but still the first noise she'd made.

The sound of human speech from behind her caused her to spin on her heels and throw a questioning glance at Kenji and Donny, not recalling the service of the latter. When Donny charged toward the door, followed by the inhospitable brute, Highball courteously slid to the side to let them pass, and seated herself on the bannister. She watched, impassive but interested and with a derisive expression on her face, as Donny and Sinthe powered through the closed door to attack Bishop and get him away from Maria, who he'd been attempting to do...something too. Highball couldn't tell exactly, given the light and field of few limitations, and felt no small amount of surprise that both of the men could so easily witness it.

In very short order, the hooded assailant found himself overpowered by the combined yet inexplicable gallantry of Donny and Sinthe. When the former suggested killing him, Highball gave a snort of laughter, and relaxed upon her bannister. Wow. It's like a movie!
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I was on my phone which made it look much bigger.

And nope, you're wrong. It's Connor. With an "o." Not an "e." Now I want to see people guess my last time. It's always fun to see people's reactions when they finally figure it out.


You shouldn't give your personal information out to people on the internet. You never know when that innocent-seeming person you're talking to might by a super weirdo freakazoid. Except, of course, with us. Then you know for sure.
is this still open?


Hello there, old friend. We're open, I think, but not active. The GM has been absent for a handful of days.
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As far as I know, you got the impression of WWD perfectly fine and correct. However, it's exactly when the world is all fucked up and all hope is lost that people tend to give in to their vices. In Maria's case, they are basically feeding and bedding girls who fancy her interest.


It's true that people tend to give in. It's just that as writers, we won't inflict on our characters the ramifications that such actions would really have. The characters, having given into their vices, won't consider the consequences, but if order for the affair to have any meaning in a world like this, reality must ensue. In that graveyard I imagined, it's far likelier that even if the couple do survive the waves upon waves of vermin-stricken abominations that attack them, one or both will now have a terminal disease and one may give birth to a Great Old One. But stuff like that won't happen because no permanent bad stuff can ever happen to player characters. Believe me though, I long to be proven wrong.

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That's why we have mind control via blood magic, right? Seriously now, you don't have to do anything that you don't want to, if you feel it's bothering you just say it and we will leave you be.


All that bothers me is people using this RP as a platform for meaningless fetishy love stories, instead of treating it like the story such an awesome premise deserves to be.

We have our resolution, and I will make no further noise about this issue. I apologize for making myself a problem once again. Two red marks on my record in the first day since starting IC probably isn't such a good thing, eh?
What do you guys think would be the logical combination of Oswald and Sapphire's semblances?


Invisibility while moving, its strength in proportion to movement speed.
Right then, I'll simply accept this as a fundamentally different world than Bloodborne's, which is to be expected really. The central premise of the Souls series is that the world and everything it in it is doomed to entropy, which I suppose doesn't exactly make for a thrilling narrative. Go ahead with your love stories if it pleases you, I only ever meant to ask what I thought was a reasonable question; just don't expect my character to drop her morals and clothes at the first sight of a pretty face in affirmation of the human spirit.
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