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25 days ago
Current for once i hoped that the crazies were right about the world was ending today. i don't want to pay rent tomorrow.
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3 yrs ago
anything that inconveniences me is now homophobic
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5 yrs ago
When you want to join RPs but you know you don't have the time and energy to do it so you just make characters for that RP and imagine being in that world just for a little while
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5 yrs ago
Spending the holidays with your friends>>>spending the holidays with your homophobic family
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6 yrs ago
I suck dick in the name of God then.
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Itzel Maria Sanchez, a beautiful name for a beautiful woman. It has taken me so many years to find you finally... and now that I have, I want to meet you. My name is Andre Smith. I'm 48 years old, and I work in a mechanic shop in Texas. I met your mother when she was just 16. We both made stupid mistakes, but I committed the greatest of crimes. I left her and you when you had not even taken your first breath.

Please write back to 8567 Wild Rose Street, El Paso, TX 79930 .


Itzel stared down at the opened letter in her hands as if she was holding a chicken with a severed head. The paper was stained with coffee, the corners folded in and the writing looked like they had been written with a broken pencil. There were more sentences under the "I want to meet you" part, but they had been crossed out thoroughly with the pencil that it was illegible. The writing in the paper looked like chicken scratch and had various grammar mistakes. It was clear that the man who had written the letter had not had a formal education. Itzel had been standing in the middle of her room reading the latter over and over again as if it would turn into her father.

He's 26 years too late. Itzel thought as she put the letter on her desk and began to pick up the various items of items of clothing that were scattered on the floor. The week had been pretty busy with a big wedding coming up. Itzel's mother had been unable to meet with the couple, so Itzel had to go to their home and sketch out different flower arrangments and talk out some ideas with them. The bride didn't know what she wanted, and the groom was indecisive about everything. Neither of them wanted to work out something with Itzel, so she just told them to leave it to her. She was supposed to have a sample by today, and Itzel had yet to come with something.

Whatever, I'll come up with something by the time they get there.

With that Itzel flipped her Bluetooth speaker on and opened her playlist in her phone and began playing one of her many Salsa playlists. She danced and cleaned her room as her hips swayed from side to side with each beat of the drums and her feet carrying her around the room until every item of clothing were either shoved into the closet or thrown into the laundry basket where they would be forgotten for at least two weeks. Or until Itzel realized she was wearing her old bras. Itzel danced her way to the kitchen, the music from her room pouring out to the rest of the apartment. She wasn't sure if her roommate was in her room, or if the company she had had the previous night was still there. Either way, Itzel continued to dance in her pajama shorts and a tank top as Itzel she put some water in the kettle and turned it on. She still had two hours to go before she would have to go to the shop today, so a nice and filling breakfast was in menu today. Heck, she felt like she was at the top of the world today so she would even prepare some for breakfast for the stranger(s) that would probably stumble out of Robin's room.

Itzel didn't mind that her roommate sometimes brought strange people from the bar, or that sometimes it wasn't one person but a few. The only thing that bothered her was that Robin never seemed to be home. It was like Itzel was living alone with a bunch of passing strangers that would stay the night, eat the food Itzel prepared, and leave. Again, Itzel didn't mind much, but it would be nice to have a conversation with the woman she was sharing an apartment with. For all, she knew Robin could be a vampire! Or a criminal! What if she was a witch?? Itzel rolled her eyes at ham she was cutting on a wooden board. No, that was stupid. Robin was no criminal, maybe a vampire, but not a criminal. She should just ask her what she did for a living-- if she ever saw her anytime soon.

Itzel had cut various slices of ham into small squared and put them to fry in a pan for a minute or two before adding the eggs. She sprinkled a bit of pepper and salt before letting the whole thing cook as she gently stirred. The music was still pouring out of her room. Not once did she stop dancing. Even as she poured the hot water into her favorite coffee mug, a white mug covered is blue and yellow flowers and dunked a spoon filled with sugar then the coffee. After the eggs and ham had finished cooking, she served them in a large plate and set everything on the table. Sometimes the smell of food or coffee alone made the strangers wonder out to the kitchen and other times it took Itzel's horrid singing to force them out. The smell of food won this time as a woman walked out of Robin's room in nothing but her underwear. Then another. And then a man followed by another.

Oh gosh, no wonder why it was so loud last night! "Good morning you sleepy heads!" Itzel grinned over at the small group of people that stumbled and groaned. "Breakfast is ready! I'll make you guys coffee in a bit. The painkillers are on the table too!" Itzel's voice was higher than it usually was, to make the strangers head hurt just a bit more. She turned back to the kitchen to prepare four more mugs of coffee, no sugar. "So, I heard all your fun yesterday night. Can't say I was not bothered, especially by one of your two." She pointed at the two men. "I heard everything, and I'll just say that I am quite disappointed. One of you did not last more than five minutes. My poor roommate! She brings you here, and you can't even last?" She set the mugs down in the table. "Disappointing."

The men looked at her like they were about to throw up. Or fall over their chairs and go back to sleep. Itzel rolled her eyes and sat at the head of the table and began to eat. The two women to her left followed suit without a word and ate silently. None of them questioned why a stranger was feeding them or why she had been nice enough to cook for them while they slept in the other room. The air around them was awkward, and they could feel Itzel's eyes on them with every move they made. One of the men didn't look her away as if he was ashamed. Probably the one that had not lasted very long.

The rest of the morning consisted of Itzel making the people clean the kitchen and living room as payment for the breakfast and painkillers. At least now the dishes were washed, and the living room no longer looked like a bum lived in here. After the strangers were gone(Itzel never bothered to learn their names, unless she would see them more than once), she walked back to her room to get ready for work. She threw on a forest green maxi skirt with a slit on the side and a white lace crop top and threw on a pair of low heeled sandals. She quickly applied some foundation, mascara and dark red lipstick before gathering her tablet and purse. One quick glance at the mirror just next to the door told her that she looked just fine before Itzel left the apartment.




"Mija, por que todavio no tienes un novio?" Karla was standing behind one of the arrangement tables in the shop. She was currently working on an order for an older woman that her daughter had bought for her birthday. The question had been sudden, and it was not the first time Itzel's mom had asked her that. "Estas bonit y eres inteligente!"

"Ama! Cuantas veces te tengo que decir que no quiero un novio. O una novia! Ademas, no tengo tiempo para esas cosas." Itzel groaned and shot her brother, Alejandro, a glare when he sniffled a burst of laughter. "You, shut up! You don't have a girlfriend either!"

"I'm not in my mid-twenties." Alejandro rolled his eyes at Itzel and threw a crumpled up piece of paper towards his sister.

"Alejandro! No tires las cosas, niΓ±o!" Karla looked over to her daughter. "Que paso con ese muchacho del bar? El que era security? El esta guapo!"

"No te dije que el maldito decidio ir se con su ex a California? El pendejo no medijo nada asta cuando llego alla." Itzel didn't like talking about that guy. Even if they had only dated a few months, she still felt pretty bad after what had happened. She thought everything was going well with him until he just left and the only thing she got was a lousy text from him a week after not hearing from him. Asshole.

"Que estupido. Mi niΓ±a hermosa merece algien mejor!" Karla reached over the table to pinch on of Itzel's cheeks, making her daughter groan with emberrasment as some clients walked in the shop. "Sabes que estoy jugando contigo, mija. No necesitas a nadie." Karla wiped her hands on her apron and approached the costumes with a big smile. "Hello, welcome! How can I help you today?"

Itzel turned back and looked at her mother. She knew that her mother was right. She didn't need anyone in her life to make her happy or make her feel loved. She had her family, and that was enough for her. It still sucked that someone had left her for the ex without being told. Whatever, that was the past. Right now Itzel had to worry about the flower arrangement she had yet to finish for the couple that would be coming in one hour, and she had nothing started on the table.




Itzel rushed past a woman sitting on one of the couches in the lobby and to the stairs. Late! She was late! The couple had taken two hours trying to decide if they wanted blue or purple hydrangeas for the centerpieces. In the end, they went with both and a few white roses to make them pop out. Itzel had quickly mustered out a sample for them, and for the first time since Itzel had met them, they both looked happy with the final product. At least she wouldn't have to deal with them much until the wedding date, which was in three weeks from now.

With that put aside, Itzel now had to hurry her ass up to the roof and help Bert with the decoration and set up of the party. She had promised to be there to give them a hand and a few flowers to brighten up the rooftop. After all, she was a florist, and she knew how to put things together and make them look pretty! At least she liked to think she did. Bert had also promised to play some of her cumbias if she helped to hang the lights and to set up some of the tables with some of her arrangments. He had mentioned five tables at most, so Itzel had made five centerpieces with colorful flowers that the shop was able to spare. She carried them up to the roof and rushed to get the tables done before anyone was able to show up. The only one who was up there already was Bert and Ritz, the two people she had known the most since living in the complex. She said a quick hello to the both of them before she had to excuse herself and run back downstairs after finishing the tables. She wasn't wearing her party clothes yet! She needed the right attire for dancing tonight!

One hour later, just before 9 o'clock, Itzel made her way back up to the rooftop with a six pack of Modelo in one hand and a bottle of Don Julio tequila on the other. She had changed into a navy blue dress, tan heels and red tassel earrings hung from her ears. "Eyyy! More people!" She grinned and raised the items in her hands as she approached the small group gathering on the rooftop. "Brought some of the good stuff!" She put them next to the rest of the booze and liquor. Aulora, Aria, and a few others had shown up to the party already.

Itzel waved at Aulora as she walked to Aria and greeted her with a big smile. "Hey! I'm glad you made it! Excited for the party? Can't wait for the music to start playing so we can start dancing!"






I just need to fix my grammar and the face claims for the family. I also need the flower shop and relations/first impressions! Might change some stuff later on too... not too sure.

If anyone wants to talk those plz message me or like this and I'll message you!







There were mornings where Jonah woke up with an aching hole in his chest. Those mornings he would rise before the sun and sneak up to the roof with a pack of cigarettes with Ai behind him, the dog sensing the uneasiness of Jonah. He didn't think about him as much as he used to. It was rare now since Jonah had to worry about the music store opening in two weeks and finishing stocking everything up for the grand opening. It had already been a year since he had left Whitefish and he was suffering from what had happened. Work always kept his mind and body busy, but where there was no work to be done he often spent it lighting a cigarette. While Jonah was not proud of his addiction, the momentary feeling of lightness and weightlessness made it worth it. He hadn't been smoking for long anyway, so he could always quit later, right?

"I keep telling myself I can quit, but I know I won't anytime soon, ain't I" Jonah said before taking a long drag from the cigarette. The toxic sweetness filled his lungs, and Ai whined next to him. "What is it, baby?" He reached out to pet her cloud-like fur. "We'll go on our walk in a bit," he assured Ai, and she huffed, almost like she was complaining to him. "You miss him, don't you? You cried the first two months while were where out traveling." Jonah hated to see Ai unhappy and walking away from him had already been painful enough that seeing Ai like that had broken his heart all over again. "I-- I miss..." Jonah shook his head.

No.

He didn't miss that cheating asshole-- he didn't miss that stupid lopsided smile-- or those stupid calloused hands-- or those stupid eyes that almost seemed to light up a room-- or his stupid way to making Jonah blush like a school girl.

No.

Jonah just missed the idea of him. That was it. Jonah didn't miss Dave; he missed what he had with him.

Jonah and Ai stayed in the rooftop until the first sun rays painted the sky orange and the air hung with the sweet aroma from Jonah's cigarettes. The two of them left before anyone else wondered up to the roof.




"Mr. Zhu, I know it's early, but I wanted to speak to you about promoting the grand opening starting today. I can start an Instagram account and post early pictures of the interior of the store. You know, those hipster-like pictures with filters on top." Luci, Jonah's marketing manager, was on the other end of the line. She was a stocky girl in her early twenties and fresh out of community college with a marketing degree. He had first hired her for her resourcefulness and professionalism. "Get those aesthetics and vibes going. We also have to promote to artists and musicians in Silverdale."

"I was actually thinking about offering the place up for small gigs and discounted recording sessions." Jonah was currently walking Ai in the local park. Well, Ai was walking him because he wouldn't hurry up and start their daily jog. "We can promote the with announcements too, I saw a billboard up for rent by downtown, we can use that to promote the store-- and add our social media accounts to it too."

"The billboard wouldn't fit in the budget, Mr.Zhu--"

"Luci." Being called Mr.Zhu was for an older person, maybe someone in their forties and Jonah was not in his forties. Besides, he was only a few years older than her.

"Sorry, Jonah." She cleared her throat and continued, "The billboard doesn't fit in the budget, we can always print out flyers, that would be a lot cheaper."

"I didn't set up the budget, you did. It's okay to go over, just put the billboard in my personal account." Jonah began to quicken his pace since he didn't want Ai to grow impatient. "I'll go over to the store later on the day to help out. I'll see you then, Luci." After a brief goodbye Jonah hung up and began to daily job around the park and off the edge of the woods with Ai.




Breakfast was quick today. Poached eggs, buttered toast, and bacon. It was the closest thing he has had to an English breakfast ever since he had moved to the states and while Jonah missed the typical breakfast back home, he would never say no to American bacon. His mother would disown him if he ever admitted to preferring American bacon to the usual back bacon they had back home.

Don't forget the tea! Oh, how Americans had such a limited amount of teas in the local markets. His first year in Whitefish had been hell. The few teas they had were called "English Teas" or black tea or green tea! Jasmin tea was horrible too! Jonah missed his Da Hong Pao and Silver Needle tea. He had been raised on Chinese teas mostly, ever since his mother had married his father the whole household had been consuming nothing but Silver Needle and Da Hong Pao. Luckily there was a shop that sold exported teas and some new blends that Jonah liked to try out now and then.

He had tried to introduce his kind of teas to his other two flatmates as a way to interact with them more and get to know their tastes. A month wasn't enough to get to know a person entirely. Jonah was still trying to get a hand of the whole living having flatmates. He had shared living quarters before, but that had been in Oratory, and that had been long ago. Sharing bathrooms with a whole flat block were also strange to Jonah. While he was usually the first one to wake and get his day going, he still found the rare early bird in the showers. Luckily he hadn't encountered that handsome man he bumped into the other day. He had immediately fallen to his knees to pet and kiss Ai while Jonah was left quietly staring at the man. He had wanted to say something to him, but his usual friendly demeanor had been blocked by the utter embarrassment and the urge to smile like an idiot. He was probably smiling like an idiot.

He had been.

All Jonah knew about the man was that he was the most handsome man in the apartment and that he lived in 3B-- nope. There was no time for that kind of stuff right now. Jonah had to concentrate on work and to get the shop running. He had yet to hire people for the cashier and the and the display assistant. Maybe he should do that before the party tonight. He could get a sign up by the front desk that there was help wanted for the new music shop. Someone in this flat block must need a job.




Said the Thief to the Moon, "I'll extinguish your light soon
I'll put an end to all the light that you shed on this world in its darkened state."

Said the Moon to the Thief, " You know not of what you seek, you'll doom the world to wander the night with no light to guide the paths that men seek."

"Oh, but all the wealth in the world will be mine...
Without a means of defense for all those blind
My very existence is a race to attain wealth
For the thief's only loyalty in life is to the devil and himself."

"The earth will rise up and devour all that you are
The skies will call forth thunderous storms from afar
When you're dead, there'll be no grave to remember your name
For your greed brings your end and there's no one but yourself to blame."


"That was great!" A black-haired man wearing black jeans a shirt too small for him said behind acoustic glass. "Everything seems to be working perfectly fine. All we need to do now is tidy up the place a bit."

Jonah put the guitar down and removed the headphones. "I'll clean up the place, don't worry Juan." Juan was the recording engineer Jonah had hired off craigslist. While he didn't really trust that site, he was sure glad he had checked as his last resort. Juan had graduated from uni back in Los Angeles and had recently moved back to Silverdale to care for his sick grandma. Silverdale was not LA, so getting a job as a recording engineer would most likely be impossible. Not many recording studios here in Silverdale. "You can go talk to Luci downstairs," He shot the man a smile and Juan only laughed nervously and excused himself before walking down the spiral staircase to the shop.

Jonah spent the rest of the afternoon cleaning up the recording studio. He made sure to gather all the trash and separate the recycling from the non-recyclable stuff, swept the whole floor and then mopped. At some point, he put his playlist over the speakers and sang along as he watered some of the plants around the studio.

"Hey, I just met you and this is crazy" Jonah gripped the tip of the broom and began to sing into it as it were a microphone as Carley Rea Jepsen played in the back. "But here's my number, so call me maybe" He danced and sang his way to the small storage closet where he began to put all the cleaning supplies away while keeping the broom and singing into the wooden stick. "It's hard to look right at you baby, but here's my number, so call me maybe."

The sun was already setting outside the windows of the studio, drowning the walls of the interior a warm orange color. Jonah was almost done with cleaning when he realized if he didn't stop dancing and sing around the room he would be late for Bert's party.

"Bloody hell, I still gotta buy some beer." Jonah turned off the music and hurried off. He was not going to be late to his first party in Silverdale. He had to change too! Jonah had to impress the other tennats and maybe catch the eye of the handsome man.

Maybe ask his name?

Oh goodness, Jonah was not ready.



Song is Thief and the Moon by Shawn James




I probably have a bunch of mistakes on this, but I already put it off for a day so here it is. I will reread it later and make sure that there are no grammar mistakes tomorrow when I'm off work.

Also, I may have gotten carried away a bit.
I wasn't able to finish my CS yesterday but I will do what I can do finish it up today. Just gotta polish so stuff so it won't feel too rushed.
I'll try to get a CS by tonight if I can!
ᴀᴏᴋΙͺ ʀᴇʏɴᴀ sα΄€Ι΄α΄…sᴛʀâᴍ

Location - Old Sol Museum
Mentions - Karishma , @Alex_The_Great
Interactions - @Silver Fox


Saturday Evening - Hephaestus Manor




A black limo with black tint pulled up in front of the Hephaestus Manor, and a man in a forest green squared suited stepped out and opened the door wide. The man tugged down his blazer and adjusted his blue tie before reaching to hep the other person out of the limo. A gold-brown hand reached out and took the man's hand before slowly stepping out of the vehicle. A woman wearing a colorful Lehenga thanked the man and glanced back to the limo where another man stepped out. The last person didn't look like he was used to wearing such expensive items of clothing. He looked even more uneasy when the beautiful woman in a navy blue and red lehenga hook an arm on his as they began walking to the art gallery, the man in the forest green suit following close behind them.

"I wonder who that is," Aoki wondered to herself and looked over at Ashton's dark figure in the luxury Uber she had been able to score. Their own ride pulled up after the limo left and the woman in a black suit glanced back with quite a large smile.

"Well, ladies, here we are! Have fun you two!" The woman waved at Ashton and Aoki as she drove out of the Manor.

There was an uneasiness in Aoki's stomach as the two women walked into the Manor. Aoki had been given two VIP tickets to Sioban's art gallery from Dr. Ali, saying something about making it up for what had happened last time. Aoki, not wanting to upset her boss, agreed to take the tickets and attend the gala. While social gatherings were not very much her thing, Aoki wanted to make connections with other artists and give her compliments to Siobhan. After all, her style of painting was rather romantic, and it captivated the crowds of Sol City. Another little plus was the fact that she had gotten the courage to ask Ashton to come with her as her plus one. It also gave her the opportunity to return the leather jacket Aoki had stolen days ago.

Once inside, Aoki caught a glance of her reflection. The purple at the end of her hair had been fading to a soft lavender, which complimented her pearl color dress a lot more than a deep purple would have. The dress itself made Aoki feel more self-conscious as she tugged on the front of the dress making sure her chest was covered. In any other circumstances, she would not have worn something as revealing but it was a dress her mother had sent her from Sweden, and she had yet had any use to it. The art gala had seemed like a very nice place to finally wear the dress.

"Would you like to grab a drink?" Aoki glanced up at Ashton, who was still taller even with her three-inch heels. "I don't know why I feel so nervous..." The nagging feeling in her stomach did not want to go away, and it only got worse as they made their way to the bar past some of Siobhan's paintings. There, a small crowd had gathered around a blonde woman none other than Paige. While it was nice to see another familiar face in the sea of strangers, the pit in her stomach had yet to go. Aoki wanted to go over and say hello to her, but instead, she walked past a few strangers to the bar and ordered a whiskey for herself and Ashton. A few more familiar faces popped out from the crowd, she could see Xia and Marinalia further away as well as Milo a few ways away from Paige.

"I'm really glad you agreed to come with me, Ashton," Aoki smiled up at the blonde woman before taking a sip of the whiskey. She had to remember to keep her liquor light tonight, or she would end up making a fool of herself like the first time she had met the firefighter. Aoki did not want to repeat history, especially not in a place full of artists and pissible bussiness partners.
ᴀᴏᴋΙͺ ʀᴇʏɴᴀ sα΄€Ι΄α΄…sᴛʀâᴍ

Location - Old Sol Museum
Mentions - @Pilatus@MissCapnCrunch@RoccanIronclad
Interactions - @Silver Fox


Tuesday Morning


Aoki started her morning with tears and lots of cuddles from Sotnos and Sakura while Luci mewed loudly to make sure that Aoki knew that it was almost breakfast. The day the storm hit had not been something that Aoki had planned. From her being stuck in the bus station for what seemed forever to where she almost lost her life, she was not in an excellent mood. Hopefully, today would be a different story from the past day.

After feeding the cats, Aoki hopped into the shower to scrub away the dry tears from her cheeks and the cold. She made sure not to wet her hair since she had an appointment later that day to dye it again. Pale blue wasn't something she would come back to in a long while. Or ever. No, she would definitely come back to pale blue, but not for a while. She was still quite shaken from the near-death experience, but she was trying her best not to think about it.

Looking past the whole ordeal, Monday night had been something wild and unexpectantly fun. Paige and Dustynn had been rather good drinking companions, but she couldn't shake off the feelings that Paige and Milo had wanted to spend some time together. Either way, at least that day hadn't been all bad.

A quick breakfast after Aoki threw on some warm leggings and a dress along with leather heel boots. Ashton's leather jacket had been hung in her closet and Aoki slipped it on without hesitations. A red plaid scarf and a wide brim hat later she hurried out of her apartment to her appointment in the salon.

Later


After some pampering from her hairdresser and some serious girl talk, Aoki left the salon with a smile on her face. Aoki had decided to go grey and purple this time and Maria, her hairdresser, happily complied.

On her way to work, Aoki sketched out a few people riding on the bus along with her on the bus. A few of them caught her staring at them, but she just shot them a smile and continued to sketch like nothing was going on. Twenty minutes later Aoki arrived at the Old Sol Museum where she clocked in and retired to her small studio. A few hours passed before Doctor Ali came in and informed her that he would be in the new exhibition that had opened and he wanted her to join him in a few minutes. Aoki agreed to it, happy that she would have some time to stretch out her legs and take a look at the new artwork.

The exhibition had been announced in the news, so Aoki was not surprised to see large crowds of people walking the halls of the Old Sol Museum. It was somewhat refreshing to see so many people interested in art. Siobhan Murphy was a talented artist, one that Aoki would hope to see with the VIP ticket Doctor Ali had given her before walking from the studios to the museum halls.

Aoki's footsteps disappeared into the sea of people talking and observing the artwork. It almost seemed peaceful and fun, until gunshots rang through the old halls of the building. Everyone around her began to scream and run all around her. Aoki wiped her head back to the source of the gunshots. There laid a man and stood a woman with familiar blonde hair. Doctor Ali was near her, but Aoki couldn't quite see who the woman was.

It didn't matter. Aoki's feet were carrying her out of the halls an on to the museum's courtyard.

While in the salon Aoki sent a text to Ashton...
"Hey! It's Aoki! Marinalia gave me your number, and I wanted to thank you for taking care of me.
I still don't remember much but I know I have your jacket. I would like to give it back to you.
Would you like to go out for some coffee and I could give you back your jacket back! c:"
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