Rex wasn’t blind. Many confused his big, brawny stature for being someone who was just that, but he could see it: the panic, the terror and he heard it. Between every strike, every parry and counter, even if she thought she was hiding it well, Rex could hear the chirps of his beloved each time a blow landed on him. Whenever blood oozed from a gash, he could feel it too - the terror in her heart. It wasn’t because he had some secret power of being able to sense things but he knew Eden and he knew anytime he got hurt or returned from a quest with a broken limb, he was breaking her heart. Did it matter that she could heal him? No, not really. Damage was done.
So as he sat there, in the bleachers, watching but not watching Gigi get her ass creamed by Avery, he sat there with Eden, caressing her shoulder. He rubbed it in a slow, caring way, his rough fingers going over her smooth skin. His heart pounded fast and he let out a small breath, controlled but wavering.
“I’m sorry,” he said, kissing the top of her head.
“I know you hate it when I fight or when I fight and get hurt. Pain is manageable to me. I can deal with cuts and gashes and all manner of what comes with fighting but I can’t bear that you can’t.” Another kiss, something that is
his telltale sign of seeking forgiveness. Maybe from her or maybe just from the universe.
“I rely too much on your ability to heal or Lucius’. I get too excited that I don’t think enough and for that I am sorry, Mein Ein und Alles.”Eden allowed herself to soak in all the love and affection Derex was offering her, feeling it wash away some of her own guilt. She couldn't help the way the muscles of her entire body tensed up tightly any time Rex faced danger, or how her heart stopped in her chest whenever he engaged in combat. Still, the daughter of Aphrodite hated knowing that her reactions caused her beloved to feel like he had to apologize for his own state of being-- even if he
could be impulsive and reckless sometimes.
“You don’t have to apologize, love,” Eden said earnestly, tracing the back of the scraped hand holding hers with her thumb.
“You're a son of Mars: being a warrior is who you are. I knew what I was getting into when I decided to pursue you and when I accepted to be in this relationship. It would be cruel and selfish of me to ask you to give any of that up. All I ever ask the gods and the universe is that you make it back home to me alive and whole, in one piece. I'd hate to become a widow before we get married or you even propose to me,” she teased with a small laugh, trying to lighten the mood between them.
“I am curious, though. What did Aves say to you that was serious enough to stop you in your tracks like that?” she asked with an inquisitive smile, letting herself fully feel the fleeting, momentary amusement she had experienced during that part of Derex and Avery's match.
Rex perked up somewhat uncomfortably at that question. It wasn't embarrassing for him nor would he ever feel that way for Eden but, as he met Eden in the eyes, he could feel himself get hot with…something. “Oh, it wasn’t anything bad. Shocking at the moment but..” his deep voice trailed off for a moment, and then he just said it,
“She told me you and her used to fool around.” Rex was a lot of things but a fan of beating around the bush was not one of them. In truth, it didn’t bother him and his tone reflected that. He knew that if Eden was ready to tell him, she would have. Avery told him only to get an advantage in their fight. A bit underhanded but he understood the strategy.
Eden’s face immediately grew hot and flushed, and she looked around to make sure nobody else had been listening in to their conversation. It’s not that she was ashamed or embarrassed about that chapter of her romantic life. She just didn’t want to become the fetish or sexual fantasy of anyone other than her boyfriend, nor did she want to risk accidentally outing Avery in case her former lover didn’t want her private business exposed to strangers.
“I wouldn’t exactly call it ‘hooking up’,” the blonde began to explain, scooting closer to Derex so he could hear her hushed tones over the sounds of the arena around them. It was finally time to fill Rex in about one of the bittersweet events from her past.
“What Avery and I had was real-- and pretty close to a relationship, if I’m honest. We met when I took her class my junior year of college, and we bonded when I became her assistant. One thing led to another, and before we knew it, it had been six months of us dating and messing around. As genuine as my feelings for her were, my pull towards you was always stronger, and Aves saw that. It’s why she called it quits after those six months had passed. I will admit: it did take me a little while to get over the heartbreak. But if it hadn’t been for Aves, I wouldn’t have been free to follow my heart to you, and we never would’ve built this beautiful life we share together. We owe everything to that beautiful woman.”Despite being named “The Bull” and despite what certain vertically challenged blondes like to think (Rauni), Rex wasn’t a thick-headed meathead. He understood Avery only told him to get into his head but after allowing himself to marinate over that information and understand what it truly meant and now hearing it from Eden’s lips, Rex was surprised at how understanding he was. It was never an issue for him even in the moment. Eden had a life before he entered it and Avery was that for her.
“You know…” He took her hand and squeezed it,
“I’m not mad. Not mad at you for never telling me or Avery for choosing that moment to blurt it out. You clearly had your own life before we ever became a thing and Avery, for as infuriating as she can be, also has a strong place in both of ours. To you, she is an ex who you still remain quite close to and to me, well she’s the closest thing I have to a sister around here.” That was the gods’ honest truth. He’d never lie about something like that and he knew that Eden knew that.
“I know you would have told me whenever you were ready. And I know she is directly responsible for the life we have together and, God she’ll never hear it from my lips ‘cause she’ll never let me live it down, but I wouldn’t be me without either of you.” When people saw Derex, they saw a fierce, behemoth of a warrior. A fearless leader. A demigod who could wrestle a bear barehanded and win, who could tear his enemies up limb from limb with his fists, swords or hammers. Eden, along with a select group of people close to him, had the privilege to see beyond that. Behind his intimidating exterior was a patient, kind, loving, understanding man with a heart of gold. In moments like these, when the daughter of Aphrodite needed compassion and sympathy, her boyfriend went above and beyond to let down his guard and open his heart to give her exactly what she needed without being afraid to be vulnerable. It was one of the many reasons why she was so madly in love with him.
“Thank you for understanding, love,” she said softly, tenderly cupping Rex's cheek with her hand and momentarily pressing her lips to his.
“It's not that I didn't want to tell you or that I was afraid to-- you know I trust you with my life. I just know the type of relationship you have with Avery, and I didn't want to make things awkward between the two of you. Though considering how she just went on and outed us like that, I shouldn't have been so worried to begin with.” She joked with a small laugh, resting her head on Rex's shoulder.
“You aren’t the one who used a closely-guarded secret to get into an opponent’s head," Rex muttered offhandedly. He chuckled more at - and to - himself.
“Avery was smart. Strategically, it was what helped her snag a win. Funny how she didn’t feel the need to do that against Gigi.” Rex was almost bitter…or offended in his tone.
Immediately, Rex shook that feeling off and continued to comfort Eden. Regardless of anything, he knew that the fight worried her and even though he was healed, he wanted to make sure she was okay and that nothing was on her mind causing her any discomfort.
“But don’t worry anymore. I know and the only thing it cost me was wiping the floor with Gigi Russo in the finals. And hey, you know that sort of thing would never make me feel any less of either of you. We are all still a homogeneous family.” He smiled but chuckled.
“Or as close as us wackos come to being a family.”Just as Eden was laughing at her boyfriend's comment, she spotted a familiar, handsome face trailing in their direction.
“Hi, Tommy,” the blonde cheerfully greeted the man, offering him a wave. What had started off as a business relationship between the daughter of Aphrodite and the son of Somnus had blossomed into a multi-year friendship, the two of them bound together by a love for beauty, wellness and self-care. Eden was responsible for providing Tommy with the products he used for the treatments and procedures at his spa, as well as the occasional freebie, special access to any new successful concoctions she came up with, and a listening ear to his troubles. In return, she received unlimited spa treatments and an unconditional friend. It was because of their close bond that Eden knew something was bothering the man. Her suspicions were confirmed when her initial greeting went unacknowledged, and he instead got straight to the point.
"You two look like you need this. I think I might've lost my appetite." Tommy had said to the pair, leaving a full basket of food at their feet with a fake smile before stalking off, disappearing into the crowd at the colosseum.
A worried frown settled on Eden's forehead, eyes fixated on the basket at her feet as she tried to process what had occurred. The whole interaction (or lack thereof) was out of the norm for her friend. The way his smile failed to reach and light up his eyes as usual was a clear red flag and highly likely a plea for help-- one that the highly empathetic woman planned to answer.
Turning to Derex, Eden picked up the food basket and handed it to him.
“Baby, do you mind if I go check on Tommy real quick and come back to you? I have a feeling he could really use some company right now.”Rex did, in fact, not mind at all. He knew how close she was with Tommy and even if she wasn’t as close, Rex knew his woman had one of the most empathetic hearts known to man, god, and everything in between.
“Not one bit! I’ll head into the festival. Meet me back up near that hotdog stand I’ve been hearing is to die for?”Eden nodded with a soft smile.
“Sounds like a plan!” she told the man, blessing Derex with a parting kiss and hug before rising from her seat.
“Just make sure you bring the food basket with you-- and keep it safe. Knowing Tommy's tastes the way I think I do, what's inside will make for a nice picnic when I come back.”“Anyone who dares to try and come near it will face the built-up wrath of The Bull.” It was both a promise and a silent hope for anyone to dare to try. Rex made a mental note to hit the training grounds tomorrow. Or maybe, should Eden be willing, maybe they could spend a few hours getting…
intimate.
Grover might not like it though.“Looks like you've got it all covered, cowboy,” the woman teased with a playful giggle.
“I'll see you later, baby.”. And with one last parting kiss, Eden turned around and embarked on the search for her beloved friend.