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5 yrs ago
Current Happy International Women's Day to all the fabulous female Gm's and Rpers out there
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6 yrs ago
Bond, James Bond, 007. You can never be replaced and will be deeply missed sir. RIP Connery 😭
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Major Congrats to all my peeps in The Walking Dead - We have reached the 5 year strong milestone!!! HOLY SHIT!
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If things get real bad and you have to resort to cannibalism remember: Vegans first, they are the closest thing to grass fed.
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March didn't come in like a lion... It came in like a T-Rex with PMS, and hemorrhoids, wearing barbed wire undies....
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✾ 𝙻𝚊𝚍𝚢 𝙰𝚋𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚊
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I've been at this a long time and when I say a long time I mean a long long damn time. I started out with table top, ADnD, back in the 80's, then dived into others: Nightlife, Mage the Ascension, Shadow Run, HoL, etc. Moved onto Online in the 90's. I've been running various incarnations of a single RP group for twenty years now. Worked helping setting up, building, and/or admining/modding various RP forums over the years: Adventure Quest, Priston Tales, War Gods, etc. It's been a long road filled with ups and downs. I'm an evil GM, you've been warned.

Outside of RP, I am a mom. Yup, I've reproduced and there are little Lady A's running around plotting their own take over of the world. I am a published author and once upon a time an award winning poet. I've done a lot in my life. I haven't done as much as I would like. I've grown a lot. I have a lot more growing to do. I love to cook, baker by trade currently. I went to university and majored in Mathematics. I've programmed websites, worked as a model, worked as a 3d modeler. Shit, I even used to dance. And have been known to sing a bit. Jack of all trades. Master of like 3, lol.


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This is where I go into my personality. In the past I would normally make some self deprecating remark about how I am a bitch of a GM, pushing my rpers as hard as I push myself and so forth. Not anymore. People change, or perhaps they just come into their own. This can happen at any age. More than that it can happen several times over the course of your life as you discover and rediscover yourself. Everything happens for a reason, usually that reason is ones owns actions. Or inaction's. Right now, I am in a better place than I can remember being in the longest time. I am happy and at peace. I have no regrets. Maybe I should but I don't. I plan on keeping this peace I have found, I went far too long without it.

Currently I am enjoying several things. Some are things I have enjoyed most of my life: Coffee, chocolate, bacon, M*A*S*H. One isn't something I have enjoyed since I was seventeen: being clean and free of poisons in my system. It is beyond description and I love it: One-hundred and twenty days and counting. Music taste is shifting to more mood oriented than anything, strange I am finding a lot of newer Country I am enjoying and I have NEVER liked country. Watching things like Lark Rise to Candleford and being hooked to the point of reading the trilogy. Recently added yoga to my workouts and all I can say is, "Fuckmaste: the fucked up in me accepts the fucked up in you."

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Okay, have to throw a major gush out there to all my peeps in Darker Than Black! @Dragoknighte @Sigil @Morose @Scallop @Nallore & @FantasyChic. We have hit a new milestone and DTB joins the ranks of Duplicity and The Walking Dead to be in the 2 year strong club of the Rps I am currently gming!!! OMFG Can you believe it!?!?! So take a bow you sleuths! Two years, on our third chapter, and we still have only just begun!

@Remipa Awesome Thank you for your interest. Sadly we are currently full, as it shows at the top of the RP, for new players.
Yup, @The Grey Dust it's your turn.
Casual and Casual alone. Odd as it may be but it is where I have been most comfortable and had the most success. I tried Advanced when I joined originally and found that there was a lot of attitude there as well as the Rp's moved slower than molasses in January. Granted that was years ago and I haven't stepped foot back there yet. Only reason now is just because I don't have time to. With the RP's I am currently hosting and all that jazz.

I tried Nation RP as well and while it was entertaining, it just wasn't all that to me. To each their own and ore power to those that enjoy it just wasn't my nitch as it were. With ARP and Nation, I will give them a go again one day but for now I am comfortable where I am. Casual for me just seems to be the right middle ground between the quality and quantity I am seeking.



Date: Monday May 22nd, 2017




La Hacienda: Monterrey, Nuevo Leon, Mexico: Maria watched as Caesar lit his candle, holding baby Liam as she did and waiting for him to finish. Once he had and left the room she handed over the baby to his brother before going and lighting her own for her daughter. In fact she lit two, one for her and one for her daughters son. She wasn't about to lite hers with Caesar. She was still mad as hell at him. Once she was finished saying her goodbyes she rose quietly and took Liam back before exiting the room. Walking out into the gardens to lay a blanket down and let Liam have some tummy time while she sat there on the ground next to him and lost herself in thoughts of her daughter when she was Liams age. Things were so much simpler then.

Natasha shrugged a bit. "I think I have been tired since 1993," she admitted before following Thalia. "Truama Surgeon by trade. Working in the coronor's office part time right now to help out until they elect another. Cecily there is a wiz but they figured she could use a hand and it is a lot quieter in the morgue than in the ER. Least I thought it was going to be that way but fuck... your uncle has a way of livening things up," she said with a bit of a chuckle. Once they hit the bottom step though the smile faded and Natasha went completely respectful. Taking a breath and following suit to lite a candle and put it in place. She didn't know the woman personally but she figured she owed her at least this.

Diamond District: Zoie smirked a bit and nodded in confirmation. "Sure do," her false voice fading away and her thick southern accent coming back. "Was raised back woods south Ga. I used to hunt them fuckers for meat to eat and skin to sell to boot and belt makers during the summer. Tastes like chicken, if chicken rolled through the mud and ate shit," she added with a bit of a laugh as she stepped over to the robe and started undressing. She didn't care that Mali was in there. Even if she did she didn't let it show. They were supposed to be together so she might as well strip right down in front of the woman. Hiding would just make things seem off if someone were to come into the room.

It wasn't just a shake of a lambs tail later and she had the robe on and was sliding her feet into the slipper that were provided. Her suit was hanging up where the rode had been as well as her unmentionables. Turning around as she pulled her hair out from the collar of the robe she looked over towards Mali. "So what first? Hair, face, massage, or food?"

Police Department: Station 54: "Fucking hell it ain't. I already got enough problems right now without vetting some new comer. I already have trust issues," Roy said in a hushed voice before flopping back in his chair, it squeaking and turning around slowly as he rubbed his face.

"Some chic from New York. Apparently she asked for the transfer. Now I have to not only worry about if I can trust her but if she is sane. Who the fuck asks to get transferred to Justice? And now she has already been handed my case and is out and about. God only fucking knows where she is, and I am supposed to contact her to meet up. We already have shit to do," he added in a grumble before letting his hands fall from his face. "God I need a fucking drink."

FBI Headquarters Justice: "Fair enough," Marc said and chuckled a bit at her wise crack about the commercial. She was a quick wit, he had to give her that. Leaning back he got comfortable before taking a drink from the bottle of water on his desk. Setting it back down he figured he might as well answer her question, he had said he would after all.

"Lawson was on to something and even though the shootout was televised I don't think it is open and shut. There was no reason for Lawson to shoo the place up and start a fire fight like that. It isn't like him. The man was military. Former Seal. Survived as a POW for years. Sure he was damaged while over there but not enough to make him snap like this. He was out here to start his life over, not to end it. I wouldn't have let him out here if there had been anything going on that made me even question that. No, I think there was more to it. I think something had to have happened to trigger this. His so called boss being gone, that's a good thing but Lawson wouldn't have taken on an arms dealer like that without trying to send a message. What that message is I have no idea but as long as I keep the case open it gives me access and resources."

Sighing slightly he leaned forward a bit. "Next question."
@Morose Day 7
@Morose Day 7
@Morose You are on day 7


Gavin, Ryan, & Lola


Location: The Meeting



"Well slap me ass and call me Sally," Gavin muttered to himself as he watched the tanks lid pop open and a bleach blonde thin woman pop right out like a whack a mole. He wasn't sure what to think and couldn't hear them but through his scope it didn't seem like she was being hostile. Then another woman popped out, this time with dark hair. Two women driving a tank through the end of the world? Now he had seen everything.

Ryan was just about as flabbergasted as Gavin was as he stood there. As James went towards the tank to talk he stayed right the fuck where he was. His hand on his gun. Not that he thought it could do a damn thing about the tank but hey there were two warm bodies without armor right now. Those his gun could handle but he had a feeling that old Tex-ass would get off a shot before he did. Still he wasn't taking a step closer.

Lola looked over towards Thalia and smirked a bit. "What?" she said mocking her friend before grinning widely. "Aww don't you be worrying gramps. My baby is all that and a bad of devils. We will be fine. Trust me!" she giggled before climbing fully out of the tank and hopping down onto the ground, her boots crunching in the snow. This woman either had no fear or was a loon from what Gavin was watching.

"Hey, which one of you is the spotted dick we were speaking to on the phone?" she called out as she looked at James and then her eyes darted towards the other two at the truck. "Come on! Which one? I got places to go. Gotta get my nails done and pick up my dry cleaning from Eaters Cleaning down off 85," she said with a psychotic chuckle.

"Fucking hell, Aussie there done lost her mind," Ryan said a little louder than he meant to.

"Hey! I ain't an Aussie! I am a mother fucking Kiwi!"



Thana Martin


Location: Agriculture: Storage (West Side between Inner and Outer Wall) -> Home (Building A)



Thana looked over to Ash and cocked a brow. "Well I already have one," she said as she patted the side arm on her hip. "But if we are going on a full run, it probably wouldn't be a bad idea to have another and some spare clips," she said as she left the storage building in Agriculture. Heading back in the direction of their home instead of the distillery. Plans had changed and while she needed to get this work done it could be put off for the evening. Especially considering it would probably be a good idea to get Ash outside of the walls and facing real life threats instead of whatever he had heard or seen in his head. Maybe it would help clear his mind. She could only hope.

Once they made it back to the house she unlocked the door with the key and stepped inside. "I will grab my bag, I have a spare clip in it. And my knife," she said before moving down the hallway. She had stowed her gear in a closet that morning, in the room where she had changed the day before. She just wanted it out from under foot and didn't want to leave her things laying about for someone to trip over.

Checking her clip she shoved it in her pocket and gabbed her knife. She needed to sharpen it when she got a chance but it was still in good enough condition not to worry about it at this point. It couldn't cut silk but it could still cut through flesh and rotting bones. It would do. She was just about to shove her pack back into the closet before she thought better of it and grabbed her rope from it. She didn't know what she might need it for but hell, never know. Now that she was ready, well as ready as she thought she needed to be, she put her pack back and closed the closet door.

Moving out of the room she headed back down the hallway and glanced around. "Hey, Captain Tight Pants, ready when you are," she called out as she leaned against the wall by the door and waited for Ash to join her. The sooner she got him out of town the better. The man didn't need to constantly be reminded of everyone that died that day right now. He needed a breather. She just hoped that with everything going wrong right now something else wouldn't go wrong while they were gone to them or to the town. It could just make shit that much worse.


March 23rd, 1823


*Note: We are NOT on cases so your counter is from your last IC post.

The Glimmeric: Inside of the Glimmeric things were abuzz with preparations for the evening was neigh upon them and their usual patrons would be making their way from the docks and their homes to the establishment. Or would they? During the time when afternoon passed to evening the constables had shown up on the street but Michael had stepped in to intervene. He used his good standing and his word to keep them from bothering Francis and the others. From the way Sally Ann had to be escorted back into the building earlier he feared she was in no condition to speak with the law. He had lead them over to the doctors and had the body taken care of; in other words put down so it could not rise again. The body was left with the doctor from that point on to do with as he saw fit. The constables figured that meant a potters field but Michael knew better but he did not wish to think of it.

The streets were all but bare that evening. Only a few locals or other shop owners were out and about and that seemed to be only to check to see if any others had had business that day. It seemed that word was getting around about the murders and much of London's Peers and Gentry were packing up to leave for their homes out in the country as quick as they could. This would mean a massive financial hit to the city itself. Summer was the time for income for all venues. Butchers, dress makers, even brothels. Warmer days, and so forth was when the majority of the money came in for the year. With them leaving and the evening paper stating that Parliament was now canceled until further notice, what would the middle and lower class of London do to survive?

Stage Coach Route Towards Manchester: As the pair reached St. Albans it was clear they were not the only ones leaving London. Many a coach from various families with homes to the north were parked outside the various inns that dotted the small hamlet. They must have left at the break of dawn to get there and travel at normal speeds without pressing their carriages too much. Yet they were not traveling at night. That seemed to be a fools errand. And with the Soulless plaguing London they dare not be out in the moonlight. What horrors were the shadows hiding? No, it was better to have a warm bed, a fully belly, and a crowd around themselves that were armed than to be in a carriage that could break down or flip at a moments notice.

Whether they wanted to stop or not, it didn't matter. They had to. It was time to change the horses again and check the carriage. At the stage coach post, there were fresh horses waiting as per usual and other carriages that were being changed out. It seemed a harsh rain had set in north of them and carriages traveling from London north bound now needed to change out to even sturdier carriages.

"Aye, the roads towards Nottingham are horrid and even further north. I left Nottingham this morning just as it hit. It had come in from Manchester. Three roads are washed out between Manchester and Nottingham now," one bloke stated to another as he hopped off a carriage that had obvious sustained some damage.

"Must just be sitting mate. Roads be wet towards Manchester from here," another chimed in. Turning he stepped over to the carriage that the two heroes were riding in. "What's yer next post m'lords?" he asked so he could know carriage route they would need to be set up on.

A Funeral: As the fire burns around the corpse, the smoke begins to clear but the flames are growing higher. It is becoming alarming at this point for the wood is nearly spent as is the body but the closer things come to being nothing but ash the stronger the fire becomes until it is a blazing white flame and there is no smoke or scent in the air. Yet the heat radiating from it is beyond intense, it will cause anyone within twenty feet of the pyre to rush back to keep from being burned, even within a radius of fifty feet it is nearly intolerable, within a 100 feet is it the hottest of summer days though the sun has set.

This is the stuff of myth's and legends. There had been tale of some, burned after death, that this would occur. Yet there was no proof. Such things were left to superstition even in this day and time with the Soulless roaming about. What exactly was the myth? That a body consumed by fire that burns as white as the stars is the purest of Souls. It is a near anointing by God himself among the church, among other religions something very similar, among the scientific even it was said that the body was clean of any tainting sch as disease. Had such a thing happened within the walls of London? Not one report ever and it had been since before Jericho's Barricade that any had spoken of such an occurrence.

Russian Imperial Tent City: Within the tent Adam stayed near the Grand Duchess, praying until he fell asleep half curled between Elizaveta and Myska, his resting against her arm as he slumbered. Sister Sophia did nothing to move the child, letting him rest. He was causing no harm and seemed to have some sort of attachment to the future Czarina. She remained vigilant, sending everyone else out of the tent. She could handle the fires and water. With just the three of them, and pet, within the tent she sat herself down and returned to her prayer. All was calm within the luxurious tent. Too calm.

Outside however it was not. Many of the circus performers and workers were worried. Crowds normally started gathering by now to see the side shows before the main act. Yet not had arrived as the sun set. Tickets were already sold but food, drink, trinkets, palm readings, and more were a hefty portion of what the circus took in for a day. There was one though. A small plain carriage arrived at the outskirts of the tent city and an old stern looking nun emerged from the carriage. "Saints be praised, that carriage is about a smooth as trying to swallow glass," Sister Lazarus stated to herself as she shut the carriage door roughly. "Hey, someone want to tell me where I can find Sister Mary Hale? Red head, young."


Millicent Wyndham


Location: Nottingham, England



The sounds of the tavern surrounded her as she sat in a dark corner, shrouded in shadows. She had not wanted to enter the establishment, she had not wanted to enter the carriage, she had not wanted to leave London. Yet what choice did she have at this point? None in her mind. So she sat frozen as her fiance left two guards with her. She could see him from where she was seated. His attention was elsewhere and that she was grateful for. The shadows though were not for her they were for him. Battered and bruised to a point now that even a high collared coat and scarf, full gloves, and makeup could not hide. Darkness was the only thing that kept the world for seeing what she had been turned into, reduce to at this point.

A warm trickle of liquid she could feel pooling at the corner of her lips. Why bother even wiping the blood away at this point? How could this have happened? How far things had gotten out of control so quickly. It was all a blur to her. The first time she had fought with everything in her. Then she felt broken. The second time she hadn't even moved. This seemed to anger him even more. No cries, no screams in pain or agony. Just blankness in her eyes no matter what he did. Not a single yelp had even come from her when she was forced to hurry from the carriage into the tavern and shoved into the shadows. Nothing seemed to rise her pride anymore. It was just a vast disconnect and emptiness. Not even solace that she was saving her remaining sister from this fate could be found.

"Milli, come here dear," Benedict called to his daughter. Millicent came into his make shift office and looked over to her father. She did not blink or even seem to move. "Now you must stop this melancholy." His voice was was firm but understanding.

He hadn't had the strength to tell Millicent in person that her mother had died and had sent word via one of the captains of his spice ships to tell her. Yet when he received word back from her trainers months later that Milli had slipped into a deep depression he had set off at once to be by his daughters side. He told none of the staff where he was going, just that he was having to deal with work and would be gone for some months. This was not uncommon due to his position and his business. With Catherine passing away many of the servants thought it was a good idea if he did leave the house and try to put his mind elsewhere.

He set sail the next morning and arrived in China months later. It was worse than he had feared. She was like a ghost of herself and even now being addressed by her father she still said nothing but at least now she was walking about when called, not having to be directed. "I miss her as well little one."

Milli still said nothing. Rising from his seat he lead his daughter over to a chair and sat her down before kneeling in front of her. "And I am mad as hell. At her, at the world. That she would be taken from us. You know what? That's okay." Millicent blinked a bit. Reaching over he placed his hand over hers and gave it a loving squeeze. "But what isn't okay is to lose ourselves because of what we have lost. Child listen to me. Life is loss. No matter what we do, no matter how good we are, no matter how hard we love, we will have loss in our lives. It will hurt but we keep going. For us and for them. What is life without a fight? Without something to fight for we have no purpose. A fight for our home, for love, for our very sanity. The day we stop fighting we might as well die for then we are not living anymore. So fight my child. Fight this emptiness you feel, fight to speak, fight to cry, fight to love. Your mother fought until the end, she would want you fight. Fight for her until you can fight for yourself. And once you can, never let that go. Please Milli, my dearest, fight so when you return home you can put the rest of England to shame," he said in a quivering voice.

Her father had always been loving towards Millicent. Strong and wanting her to build her own strength. He cared not for the ton and their ways. He just wanted his daughter to be happy, whatever that was. Right then he just wanted to see life in her eyes once again. A few rare tears rolled down his cheeks. Seemed he needed to see his daughter as much as she needed to see him. He had to fight for her because he had forgotten how to fight for himself when Catherine was gone. Now he had a purpose, now he needed Millicent to have one as well.

"Okay papa...."


Millicent remembered that day as if it was yesterday. Her fathers words had reached her and she had managed to eek out a simple two word reply. It was months before she was fully recovered and back into her training but once she was she had found herself. Her fire for life again. When she returned to England she had stopped fighting for herself and fought for her sisters. Now one was gone and the other was in London. She needed to fight for herself once again. Reaching up she slowly wiped the blood that trickled down from her lips.


Elizaveta Romanova


Location: Russian Imperial Tent City: Her Tent


"Let me die..." I thought to myself. The pain, it surged through my body as if there was end to it. Every god given inch was inflamed with agony in its truest form. I could see the lake, so close and yet so far away. I could see everything around me. It was as if time stood still. Then there was nothing. Just blackness and emptiness. I can't understand what happened and I wonder if I will when I look back someday or will I even remember this? Is this what it means to cross over to another side? Is this the end? What of a blazing white light? Where is the warmth of god? Where is his gentle reassurance that was like a voice in the back of my mind letting me know if would be alright?

No, this is not nothingness. This is far beyond the abyss. It is something less and more than nothingness. How long has passed? Seconds? Minutes? Hours? Days? An eternity? Wait, I see something. A light! Praise be to God for coming. Yes that much be him. His light cuts through the blackness like Moses cutting the Red Seas. Such divinity. I follow the light. Brighter and brighter it becomes and then the heat from it strikes me.

It is so hot but I have to keep moving even as I feel as if my flesh will burn from my bones. It matters not. This must be what it means to shed ones mortal coil. I have no fear, this does no startle me. Until it passes me and continues on back into the darkness from where I came. What is happening? Was this a test that I did not pass? Was my faith not strong enough? My soul not pure enough? Had that creature tainted my soul so that I may only be burned to ash and not given eternal rest? Am I plagued to be here forever? No, that is not it. Another light. So much softer. I follow to it. It becomes warmer and brighter. It is so familiar. I step into it hopeful that I have finally found where I am to be.


A twitch of the finger came from the pale and still hand. And another until a soft coo like a bird broke weakly from the lips of Elizaveta. Adam shot straight up out of his slumber and looked wide down as the Grand Duchess looked to be awaking. Sister Sophia stood up quickly, her chair toppling over as she rushed to the tent's flap and called out. "She's waking!"

Her long lashes fluttered like butterfly wings before her lids lifted and she looked around slowly. Her vision was so blurry, it was hard to make out shapes or figures. Yet touch was with her and she felt the warm fur and warm tongue of Myska licking her hand. "Что случилось?" she asked in a weak voice that was rough, sounding as if she had spent far too long singing in under the tent without water to quench the parched desert in her throat.

"Мы думали, что потеряли тебя," Sister Sophia said as she rushed back to her side and knelt down at the side of the make shift bed. Adam looked over towards Sophia confused. She sighed a bit, of course the boy didn't speak Russian. "She was just wondering what happened was all," she assured him.

Reaching up she rubbed her eyes, trying to bring them into focus before finally being able to see. She looked tired but she forced a smile as Adam came into view. "Well hello there little one."


Sally Kirkpatrick


Location: Dress Maker: Annan, Scotland


"Tis about time, I was beginning to wonder if I should be fitted for a coffin whilst I waited." The Lady Kirkpatrick's voice cut through the clamoring and bustling in the shop. Standing up slowly with the aide of her cane she stepped over towards Maeve and gave her a once over. "You lot have sufficiently turned this girl into a pin cushion. She will most likely need a weeks recovery from yer poking and prodding after a fitting such as this." Shaking her head a bit she tapped the tip of her cane on the ground a few times as if to accentuate her point.

"Next fitting I shall call on my personal seamstress to attend to you. Such as it was she was not up for the journey here as she is currently occupied with with the task of fitting my nephews for the Season. She will not prick a single pin into you," the woman added before turning her attention to the staff at hand. There was money to exchange, deliveries to arrange, and items to pack for Maeve before they left town in the morning.

"Yes, the coat she needs now, evening gown and robe for tonight, a change for the morning. Pack thusly and hand to Rory outside at once. No, minus the coat, she might have need of it. That hat and yes, those gloves. Riticule as well. Well don't doddle child, move yer arse," she said sternly before looking back over towards Maeve. "I could use a well done meal at this point, yet I fear we will have to settle with whatever vile is being served at the tavern this evening. Tis only for a night, tomorrow we will make our way home." Stepping over towards the door she stopped in front of it and glanced back over towards Maeve. It was obvious by the clearing of her throat she was waiting on the woman to get the door for her.
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