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7 yrs ago
Current I'm not dead, not yet. Two more months to go in internship hell before I'm done with college and return to RParadise.
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9 yrs ago
I find "reviews" with nothing but hollow vulgarities derisive. I'm flattered by the lack of finesse from these uncouth imbeciles with their painfully limited vocabulary to entertain my refined ego.
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9 yrs ago
Over(work) 9000
9 yrs ago
"When life gives you lemons, make lemonade." --Gilgamesh, Mobius Final Fantasy
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10 yrs ago
♪ And so it came // Giving way to all the stress // Feel my world spin before me // Fever, sore throat burst again... ♪ --Parody to Adele's "Skyfall" with regards to my current state

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"I solemnly swear that I'm up to no good."

|| Hemingyay | Longhand ||


「 M O I 」


Slowly -- but surely -- coming back from a long hiatus.

Better known by the name of Tsu. An "advanced" roleplayer with at least five years of experience on/off. In real life, he is a college student studying in Asia, majoring in design-related fields. Outside of this site, he's also a hopeless poet and an indie writer currently working on his first book (as and when he has the time and inspirations to write something). He is also active in the Harry Potter fandom through participating in fanfic competitions/challenges and building connections with gift fics.

INTP; a Pottermore-certified Slytherin but identifies himself as a Slytherclaw who is both witty and ambitious. Considers himself a Denpa Otaku -- a fan of animanga, visual novels and JRPGs, and he's as opinionated about what he likes and dislikes as every other fan out there.



「 R O L E P L A Y S 」


Roleplay invitation is strictly reserved for close friends and peers only, for now. I'm too busy to join big, open groups at the moment.

Pokemon: Hoenn Fantasy | 1x1 | @Altered Tundra
"I've come up with a new recipeh!" #IgnisIsBrock
(For the sake of RPG I'm sad to say that I have to censor most of Yuffie's horribly awesome nicknames to cater for childish SJWs.)

Sekirei: Pure Sanctuary | 1x1 | @RyuHll
Still waiting for the day Hikari can bitchslap my Orinami... and another chance for Nagisa to greet a new friend with a sniper gun under their chin.
(I just have the knack of making yanderes. #SorryNotSorry)

Star Riders: Hoshizora no Riders | 1x1 | @Inkarnate (@Gowi)
Currently having a dilemma to choose between a professional pervert and idol whore.
(You know what, let's just have them all be kinky with each other to save the damn world from killer lolis. Yay.)

Unlight | 1x1 | @Dusksong
First attempt at a romance-ish RP. Wish me luck -- and make be sober over how I can only have fictional girlfriends.
(While I try my best not to turn Meyer's perfect vamps into assholes because I'm really itching to do that for the lolz.)


「 L I N K S 」


Tsukune Reservoir Chronicle
The graveyard where I dump all mah character sheets (and some lore notes because why not).

Tsukune World Chronicle
Coding workshop for iChecks and OOCs, from sluggish actives to upcoming epics... and even dead failures.

The Art & Beauty of BBCoding
The most comprehensive guide to BBcoding on RPG. #NotBragging

Longhand / Hemingyay
Before RPer, I'm first and foremost a writer.

Double, double, toil and trouble
Fire burn and cauldron bubble
Double, double, toil and trouble
Something wicked this way comes!


「 Q U O T E S 」


"DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE RIDICULOUS IDEAS.
It's the origin to the greatest ideas ever known to mankind."

"Sarcasm is the lowest form of wit, yet the highest form of intelligence."
Oscar Wilde

"Sarcasm is love. Sarcasm is life."
"If I don't get at least one sarcastic observation from you per day, I would think something was seriously wrong with you IRL."

"You are one known for some pretty fucked up stories."

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Vivi, World of Final Fantasy

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Jennifer Caspin, & Haruka Takashiro.

(collaboration between @Mr Allen J and @tsukune)




Lower-South Royer Town, Prince Ed-Field_

While Baybride bled... Jennifer merely sat in the living room of their apartment, with a DS in her hands.

It was the best Jennifer could do, after all. Her hunt for answers lead to nowhere... and where the hell could she even look to begin with? Jennifer ultimately gave up, and just resigned to waiting in Cindy's apartment for all of this to blow over. Not like she could do anything. The Hound and the Founding Family were in the range of... Meifeng, Quentin, and the others. She entertained the idea of joining DOVE, but she knew her mental state would make that... difficult. Fighting the Family, regardless of what they did, would be foolish, and she had little stake in this.

But, what if the Family had something to do with her mind?

Well, there's sure as hell nothing Jenny could do about it. As she was playing the newest Pokemon, she could only shut the game off, and sigh in frustration as she laid on her back and put a hand over her head. Her job had... closed for now, and Jennifer probably wouldn't have been in a rush to go there anyway. She wished this nightmare could be over already. Over so she could get back to normal, and work out this train-wreck she called her life.

God damn it, she really wished she had someone to talk to right now.

Meifeng, Quentin, and Reed, were busy fighting the Family (well, that's what Jennifer presumed), Cindy was kidnapped by them, Shizuka was... hell if she knew what he was doing (nor did she really care, he wasn't that good of a talker if she had to be honest with herself), Haruka was probably finding a nice rock to hide under, and Asuma... Well, he was one of the people who was the first to go missing during the kidnapping wave that overcame the city. That's what Jenny thought; he suddenly stopped showing up to work, and suddenly stopped answering her phone calls.

Yeah, didn't seem suspicious at all.

On the plus side... this downtime has really allowed Jennifer to regenerate that hand of hers. She flexed her fingers on her hand... which was smaller than it should be, and on closer inspection, not fully formed yet. But it was enough to hold and play a video game, so that's that. Though, she couldn't help but feel loss in knowing that she has lost her hand, and this was just a shallow replica of it. Weird. Maybe she should just forget about it and stop worrying about the small things so much.

Then, a rattling sound could be heard coming from the balcony, which was followed by a muffled voice calling out her name, "...Jennifer?" Other than the ruffled hair and clothes from riding the wind to get all the way up to Cindy's suite, this person still looked the same as before she had last seen them. More importantly, she wasn't expecting this person to show up with such an entrance, at all.

Jennifer raised a blonde eyebrow. Okay, what the hell was Haruka doing here? Well, if he was coming in through here, it had to be urgent. She felt a little annoyed that her moping was interrupted... but she was innately glad to see Haruka. She opened the door, and was quick to say, "...There's a door, y'know? And what are you doing here?"

"It's faster for me to fly up here than climbing the stairs, with the elevators out of service and all," Haruka replied, walking into the living room after Jennifer. He couldn't tell her that he was here mainly because of Shizuka's paranoia, knowing that they were on bad terms with each other. That aside, he did want to see her, anyway. "And... uh, just to check if you're okay." He shrugged. "You know, your hand... and headache." This was the second time he chose to get straight to point with her; her opinion of him would probably sour further if he kept continuing to be so direct with her, but he really didn't like to admit that Shizuka was always right, that they didn't have much time to waste on pleasantries.

Jennifer put her freshly regenerated hand up for Haruka to see. "Well, you don't have to worry about the hand, heh..." she quietly chuckled at her own joke. "I guess you can say that I'm doing fine as I'll ever be... just here alone... in Cindy's apartment."

Haruka let out a sigh of relief; that was one problem checked out. "...How about your head?" he pressed again. "I heard that... you kept having migraines ever since you got assaulted for your hand."

"They've been going down..." Jennifer lied as she quickly looked off to the side, before she caught herself. "...No, I can't do that anymore," She trailed off. "I've been feeling headaches nonstop lately... I just can't do anything... and worst of all, I'm starting to see these weird visions... like me - or someone - floating in a big test tube or something."

Haruka's brows furrowed - his twin had warned him about the possibility his phasing power might have amplified the side effects of the mind control on her. From the looks of it, it was affecting her worse than what Shizuka had predicted. "...Can you tell me more about these visions?"

"I... don't know how to explain them..." Jennifer trailed off, a hand touching her temple. "During the worst of the headaches I see this place in my mind's eye... a vivid memory... I'm floating in a liquid tube, and I see a shadow of someone in front of me..." She scratched the side of her head as she looked at Haruka briefly. "...You probably think I'm crazy now."

Sounds like a laboratory of sorts, Haruka mused, his jaw tightened with muted irritation at the next thought. What else have they done to her? Then he shook his head at her last line. "I believe you. I'm glad you still keep to the promise from the time we had spoken at the cafe." He stared straight into her eyes, ready to drop the bomb on her. "...Well, you are likely being put under some kind of mind control by the Family."

"M-Mind control?" Jennifer stuttered as she tried to wrap her head around it. "It... can't be. It has to be memory alteration... but why would they target me of all people?" She said as she sat down on the couch, playing with her thumbs for a moment. "I'm nobody important... Never was..." She looked at Haruka. "...Never will be."

"The Family was probably after your regeneration power," Haruka responded in a strained voice. "I don't know why they would go so far to brainwash you on top of getting a sample of your ability, but you heard the announcement before the power outage happened, about some 'grand goal to improve our lives'... the Machine they plan to use to destroy Baybridge. Their leader - Blake, I think he is the one - talked about 'perfection' of the human race, of our genes... It is possible that your power to grant near-immortality was what they need to achieve that 'perfection'."

"Huh?" Jennifer scratched the side of her head as she tried to process all of this. Who was Blake? What is the Machine? "Haruka, you need to slow down a bit there... I have no idea about this Machine or who Blake is."

...Oh. Jennifer wouldn't understand what he was talking about, since no one beyond the odd group that Shizuka had rounded up knew all these information. However, he had one more thing to ask before it was his turn to tell her his story. "Have you tried to look around for some answers? And I hope you didn't do that alone..." he trailed off, adding as an afterthought.

"Well... I went to meet a friend of mine about it..." Jennifer bluntly said as she scratched the back of her neck. "Hailey Guinn... turns out she didn't know anything about it, and I have no where to look... so I've been in here. Playing games." She just shrugged. "But, I need to get to the bottom of this... I don't know what this Family would even want anything to do with me, but I guess standing in the sidelines and hoping it works itself out isn't going to cut it."

She looked up at Haruka. "Right?"

Haruka frowned at what Jennifer was telling him. Something felt a little... off, but he didn't know where this strange feeling of dissonance was coming from. In the end he went with a nod in response to her question. "That is another reason for my, um, sudden visit. I want to help you - we want to help you." He paused to recollect his thoughts, then he began, "I know you hate my brother, but even if he was suspended from RAVEN he had been working nonstop to gather intel in secret, trying his best to make some sense out of all this madness so that we can have a better chance of stopping the Family from repeating the Verthaven disaster again, this time in Baybridge. He told me about your hand and headache, and about how his power might have worsened your condition unknowingly when he used his ability to check for any internal injuries you might have sustained..." he trailed off to catch his breath, before he went on. "He wanted me to get in contact with you as soon as possible to see how much you are aware that your mind has been tampered with by the Family, and also look for ways to release you from the brainwash, or at least any weaknesses we can exploit to help you resist the control... But it is my own choice to meet up with you."

Jennifer nodded her head. "Like I said, I figured that there was someone after me," Jenny said as she looked at Haruka. She didn't care for Shizuka, but at the same time she couldn't deny that he was dedicated. "I had no idea it was this Family even was until they broadcast it like that... Wasn't that crazy, just announcing who they are like that?" Jennifer just had to note.

Haruka shrugged. "Well, they are the literal embodiment of madness this time..." he trailed off, recalling the time when they had fought against the Devil, Luis and his Changelings back at Verthaven. "That announcement was nothing compared to all the other things they had done. The Family was the one who created and set loose the Beast that destroyed Prague."

Prague... Jennifer herself didn't hear much about it - except from her boss Megan - but she could feel the effects of it from all the way over here. "The Beast was like... a Verthaven-level shitstorm," Jenny said as she looked Haruka in the eye. "They could fuck everything up if they can just create them."

Haruka stared at her for a minute before he looked away. "Also, you are not the only one who got subjected to their mind control game. The Family kidnapped people from all over the world and brainwashed the victims into obedience, to serve the Family and even die for them."

She was about to say something, but she caught herself before she got up off the sofa and walked over towards the door. "...That just proves it." Jennifer started off. "We gotta save them from whatever the hell the Family has them under... It makes me cringe thinking of what sick things they're doing to them."

"That isn't all," Haruka continued in a quiet tone. "There is this group within the Family - they call themselves the 'Blessed Three', if I remember correctly - whose members might have undergone some form of experiment... or 'ritual' of sorts, that made them into extremely powerful Metahumans." He shook his head at Jennifer. "From what I have heard about them from my brother and Holly, we cannot hope to stand a chance against them without a solid plan, and charge into their den carelessly, all alone."

"Blessed Three..." Jennifer said, before she had a slight headache and... Oh God. It's starting to kick in. Jennifer looked at Haruka with worried eyes. "I don't know why... but I feel as if I am... resonating with those words. I just get a headache." Jennifer said, before she realized she was rambling. "In other words, I think I know them... Or whoever did this to me doesn't want me to."

Haruka was alarmed at the anxious expression on Jennifer's face at the mention of the Blessed Three. Was it possible for the mind control be related to them? In Marcelle's log he had heard with the rest of 'Team Spy' (as Shizuka had called - which the elder twin felt that his counterpart was hopeless coming up with a name that didn't sound remotely lame), the Blessed Three controlled the Secretaries and played with their brainwashed marionettes around their fingers as if they were dispensable... Haruka couldn't help but grit his teeth at the thought of how they treated Baybridge like a giant reality chessboard, and its people the pawns of a bloody game for their own sadistic entertainment.

The empathetic side of him was telling him that he should let it go and stop putting pressure on Jennifer's current mental state, but the logical side that he shared with his emotionless brother (that he didn't like to admit) made him press her further. No more running away, no more distant politeness and pushing each other away, no more pseudo-respect for each other's personal space that had proven time and again than saving the people precious to them - with everyone simply played into the hands of the masterminds, losing the ones they loved...

He stood up and walked towards her, stretching out a hand to her with a worried look. "I'm sorry about triggering your migraine with all these intense questions from me, but I would like to know as much as what you can remember about them. Anything that you know, anything you feel that doesn't sit well with you."

"I... need a moment," Jennifer tried her best to recall something, anything about this Blessed Three, but all she could recall was nothing. She received a slight headache as she merely looked up at Haruka. "I can't recall anything... I don't know, just thinking about that name gives me a bad feeling, so is that a start?"

Haruka pursed his lips as he continued to watch her. "...I guess that is a start," he replied slowly. "Maybe you have met them face to face before, then they erased that memory from your mind? Or one of the Three was responsible for putting you under the mind control power?"

He had probably pushed her too far today - maybe he should save further questioning for another time. "Um, anyway... We managed to gather unaffiliated people who shared similar goals as us to our side, and together we might be able to take down the Family once and for all," Haruka said, a small smile appearing on his face as he recalled how he had first met Aislin, and later the gathering with Malik and Rhea sharing the logs that belonged to the African's friend working undercover in such a deranged organization. "We do need all the help and resources we can get our hands on to better prepare ourselves."

Though, he had a few more things to add on, "We'll be glad to have you on board, but only if you have the resolve to join us in our fight against the Family till the bitter end." The expression on his face hardened. "Shizu will probably say something along the lines of your unstable emotional state being a liability, and the possibility that the Family won't hesitate to use the mind control to turn you against all of us... But I fear that this is a fight you will have to face yourself, and it is only a matter of time the Family will hunt you down again, no matter how far or hard you try to run away from them."

"...Then I can't run away." Jennifer said. "My life belongs to me, and only me, Haruka. I have the the power to fight back, so I'm going to use it."

Haruka regarded Jennifer for a moment. She seemed to have made up her mind - for now. He still couldn't help worrying about her, about the worst-case scenario where he would be forced to fight against her if the Blessed Three activated the mind control on her again. No, he and the rest of their odd group would do everything they could to find a way to break her free from the powerful cerebral dominance the Family had over her, before she lost her mind to those despicable extremists... and was forced to kill her own friends.

"...However, you are not alone," he finally said with a gentle smile. "There is only so much one person can do on their own, but you can do more if you try to rely on your friends more. Have more faith in us."

Jennifer nearly cried... she quickly skipped over to Haruka and wrapped her arms around him tight as she could. "Thank you, Haruka. Thank you so much. I promise I'm going to change when we get out of here."

Haruka was taken aback at the sudden hug, then his shoulders relaxed, and he gave her a pat on her back. "It's a promise, then. Just remember that you have us supporting you from behind you." He turned his head and glanced towards the balcony. "Though, I'd recommend us to go by air - it's quicker, because we are running short of time."
Monday will forever be my least favorite day of the week.

Randomness aside (even though it's the truth), I'm down with a fever - I haven't been sleeping well due to stress from school. Just watch out that I may be very incoherent and sprout things insensitively for these couple of days from migraine, so please bear with my horrid inner childishness I may unleash out of the blue.

I promise no drama. I haven't fall that low yet.

Honestly, I'm not making much sense either as I continue to write this post. So I shall drift off and finish up mah homework. :P
@Shoryu Magami
Finally, PM sent, and time for bed.

It's been a really long Saturday for me, heh.
While on the topic of not reading character sheets, there's a special place in hell for people that don't EVER read the CSs of their fellow ACTIVE roleplayers. I spend more time on my sheets then I do on 4 or 5 big posts combined. And I ALWAYS read and make an effort to get to know the other characters. I thought this was like common courtesy or something? Are there a lot of people out there doing this? Why??


I do make it an effort to read other people's CS. This is especially so in large group RPs, and I'd often go back and do reference check to make sure I got the things right as I interact with the various player characters, or even doing collabs. I don't like inconsistency, which is stemmed from my experience with reading murder-mystery novels in the past and develop the "bad" habit of keeping an eye out for details and foreshadowing. Also, reading their sheets is helpful to give me a general idea of how their characters feels like, which can aid me in visualizing how my character might react/interact with them in certain situations.

The rest is just like you've said: if one doesn't bother to read the sheets of other player characters, why do they bother to RP with other players, especially in large groups where there are many characters involved that it can get difficult to keep track at times? I'll be amazed at those who can do this and are active in multiple RPs - how the hell can your brain keep up with every little detail across so many different RPs without reading anything beyond your own CS?
@NekoMizu
Not really for me, at least. Because I still have school on Fridays. ^^;
It's da weekend for me and now that I'm through some dramalala on another thread...



(But lemme get some tea first.)
While @tsukune mentioned he's just here to watch the drama (and that's all this is, since it devolved below the classification of a debate a long time ago from what I can tell), I don't even want to waste my time looking at that drama. I'm only here looking at this thread again because he mentioned it to me over Skype, but now that I've actually taken a look I'm worried I'll actually start getting stupider if I keep reading this drivel. There's a good reason I think trolls need to get a life.


That gif was intended as sarcasm - which, apparently everybody got the joke, except for one. *shrugs* In all seriousness, it's exactly as @Eklispe and @Shoryu Magami have said, that the discussion so far has gone from a debate to just drama where one side of the argument refuses to acknowledge the other, as seen by the numerous times @Fabricant451 has to repeat herself over and over again.

Oh, yes. You are free to offer your authoritative input on gay issues being a straight person, but when an actual gay person steps in to offer their input - it's drama and trolling that only exists for your own amusement.

Your fingers cramped up rather quickly, but you feel free to sit on that high horse in this situation. If you wanted to butt out, then why not just butt out? Instead here you are, fanning the flames. You realize that's the literal definition of a troll, right? Did I give you the attention that you wanted? Satisfied? By the way, you're a fucking weeaboo, mate. Sad but true.

Here, have a pillow.



Well, how can I not be amused when this quote is pretty much saying how you're portraying yourself to me, or even to the rest who have seen what's going on here? Since you bothered to check my bio page still made those wild assumptions about me when you don't know me as much as I don't know you at all (this is the internet, duh), how do you expect me or anyone else to bother to take you seriously?

Before I say anything, I'd like to make a point that resorting to brainless internet taunts like "weeaboo" is pretty much a guaranteed way to make me immediately not even take anything you say seriously, period.


Exactly. You don't demand respect from people. You have to earn that from others first. Resorting to classless insults as this only serves to turn the whole world against yourself. You can complain about how much this world sucks to you, but the world owes you absolutely nothing. You can choose to live your life in self-torment, or you can try to find a balance between preserving your pride and beliefs while being able to co-exist with others in a respectful (or at the very least, tolerable) way. There are better ways to convince people to put themselves in your shoes to see your world in a better light than all the immature taunting you've been doing.

Oh yeah, calling me a weeaboo and then issuing a challenge to show that you have "better taste in anime" than me? Can I return that term you don't even know how to use properly back to you in whole? You even put a picture from an anime that is explicitly mentioned in my profile along with the challenge... Well, that kind of sarcasm just lost its charm with such a blunter, hmm?

Also, since you crave for my attention for you when that gif was only intended for @Eklispe and you have to butt in instead, I'll just be direct that it's as @Mr Allen J has said: you didn't even bother to read carefully and understand the context and audience my post was for about homosexual characters in RP. Why would I want to waste my time to argue with the likes of you when you don't even read whatever my post was about - or anyone else's for the matter, as seen in your drama with Fabricant - objectively, simply flying off the handle to call people names and "fight criticism with criticism", as Eklipse has said? I'm more inclined to agree with Fabricant that you're a troll who has the cheek to call other people a troll. Hypocrite much?

Oh, I don't mind having a free pillow like that. I don't sleep with lights on, so it's too dark for me to care whatever picture is on the pillow anyway. As long as it's comfortable, who cares? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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