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As always Nolan had caught the full weight of her in a reciprocal hug that held little space for what others thought. There were very few people that he would allow to throw their arms around him, perhaps less than the fingers on a single hand. For her, she would always find sanctuary in his arms. There was never resistance in accepting her affection from her, never from the woman he considered to be just as much family as the rest of the Edwards.
It was a grounding, familiar sensation of being held like this with her fingers laced through his hair and a gentle kiss planted upon the crown of his head. It reaffirmed that she was still here, that she was still alive, that she wouldn't be another ghost that haunted his reveries. For just a moment his breathing hitched and in the cover of her shoulder he blinked away the stinging in his eyes.
However, he had to show some level of obstinance.
"Lottie, I'm not a child anymore," he pouted the same way he did when he was that twelve-year-old boy all those years ago that clung to her side. That same scared child that was brought into a world and quivered in fear like a dog that had been beaten. That pout then returned to a smile; he couldn't maintain that act around her for long.
"I missed you too." He truly did. The last time he had seen her was at her mother's funeral. He always tried to be there for her even when distances prohibited it, but to hear her say that he appeared whenever she needed him the most stung though there had been no venom in her words. If he were there he could have saved her, Drake, and Ari so much pain. Despite this, he hid it behind that smile.
"If the professors didn't need me to clean up after them then I'd be out of a job. It's certainly preferable to tutoring spoiled brats," Nolan politely laughed though his gaze followed hers towards Count Calbert standing by Lorenzo. That soft gaze hardened into a sharp glare. For that brief moment of time when Nolan had stayed with Lottie and Lorenzo after the funeral he had bore witness to the Count micromanage the Duke and put the responsibility of keeping the man in line. He could only imagine that this had continued even after Nolan departed.
Her relief when the Count had finally left her step-father's side was palpable. It only twisted the knife in his gut further.
"The onus is on me," he declared somberly, those green eyes wracked with guilt.
"I should've gone to you sooner. If I had known I would've... I mean, if I could've... There was no way for me to meet you, not after what happened." Every word felt like hollow excuses that tumbled out of his mouth. In the end, he wasn't there. He should've been there. He should have protected her, Drake, and Ariella. He should have gone to see Lottie no matter what.
"Tonight I was going to seek you out immediately, honestly, but Drake believed that he needed to be a guiding hand in my... personal affairs, literally and metaphorically speaking." Nolan tilted his head back to look at the red head who was now standing by someone who he genuinely was surprised to see at the party.
"Now they're just messier than before," he said with a dry smile.
He brought his attention back to Lottie.
"I've missed a lot, but I'm here now. We have a lot to catch up on." His gaze passed over her shoulder and at the man sitting across from her looking at her with amorous eyes.
"Such as the gentleman who bears the striking resemblance to Count Calbert"