
_______________________________........ |  Abandoned Rest Stop Β· Morning Β· In collaboration with |@KillamriX88] & |@canaryrose]Abandoned Rest Stop Β· Morning Β· In collaboration with @KillamriX88 & @canaryrose ____________________________________________________________________________. Chu Hua looked up, squinting at the glare of the sun in her eyes. These two seemedβ¦ earnest. Well, the woman did- the boy looked chagrined. She sighed nearly imperceptibly as Chae Won started speaking, giving Kanna a resigned glance. A day ago, she wouldβve been happy to meet these two- fans were, or had been, her favorite part of her career outside of the game- but today she was just done. She didnβt care. βUh-huh,β she said, face and tone flat. βCool.β
Kanna returned a glance that said βTheyβre your fansβ¦β and would have left her to suffer the attention if it were any other day, but out here, any attention was bad attention. It was something that the both of them hadnβt really considered. Kanna had been so distracted by the events leading to their departure from the city, sheβd completely forgotten that back in their normal lives, the both of them were very recognizable. The fact that their escape from the field in the middle of the game yesterday had been broadcast to the entire city only compounded the issue.
Besides that, she found herself fighting instincts she hadnβt had for years. There was no need to step up and put herself between Chu and potential danger, not when it was no longer her place and especially not when Chu could handle herself. Yet, she wanted to.
...Chu was right. An should have been hereβ¦ She thought to herself, recognizing the face of indifference on her ex. She decided the least she could do was try to keep things cordial with the strangers since itβd been made apparent theyβd be riding together. She preferred everyone in their group at least remained friendly for however long the duration of the trip across the desert would be.
βItβs uhβ¦always nice to meet fans...β Kanna answered, struggling to change what would have been a practiced greeting to something more fitting to everyoneβs situation. βSoβ¦ are you bothβ¦ you know... Are you both Benders?β
Chae-Won felt her whole body cringe with shame as Kanna called her a 'fan'. Was it that obvious? Of course it was.
βIβm so sorry. I made it weird, I know I didβ¦β Chae-Won groaned. Fortunately, Kanna seemed less begrudging of their presence and gave her a less painfully awkward topic to discuss. βOh, uhβ¦ yeah I guess thatβs the kind of thing we can actually talk about now, huh?β
Weiyuan, having been on edge the second Kanna had asked, relaxed as Chae-Won. It was true. The pathetically small silver lining to all this was that he was surrounded by people where, for the moment at least, he didnβt have to hide that part of himself.
βYep. Both of us are earth benders. Iβd been teaching myself for years, and then I ran into the kid. He insisted on learning, so I figured I might as well make sure he learned right.β She rubbed the back of her neck. βNeither of us are experts or anything. Obviously it's pretty hard to get proper instructions on how to do this stuffβ¦β
Wait. Holy shit. That meant that at least one of the two women before her were also benders. Weiyuan coud see the lightbulb go off in Chae-Wonβs head and rolled his eyes as she suppressed a squeal of delight.
She actually had something in common with her heroes.
βYou trained?β That got Chu Huaβs attention. She stared at Chae-Won, baffled, looking the other woman up and down with a new appreciation. Training. Bending training. She had those tapes, but she had never imagined those skills might still exist. Bending was just a relic that she had been cursed with. Nowadays, it was something that happened to benders, not something that benders did. βHow? Why would you do that? Thatβsβ¦ impossible! And insane.β She completely ignored the rest of the conversation, now fixing Chae-Won with an intensely interested and, frankly, confused expression on her face. She didnβt disclose her own status- it felt a little awkward- but she imagined it would be fairly obvious from the look of the fresh burns on her hands.
βMaybe she has βnaked King Wuβ tapes too.β
βShut the fuck up, please?β
Chae-Wonβs brain completely short-circuited. Chu Hua was talking to her. Like actually paying attention and talking to her. Talking to her and actually interested!
βO-oh, I-I-β Aaaand then another hiccup interrupted her thought process. βWait, naked who what now?β She blinked, but then decided it must be some sort of hilarious inside joke she wasnβt cool enough to know about. βW-wellβ¦β This time she was neither interrupted, nor too star-struck to speak. She began sweating a little, realizing the can of worms Chu Huaβs question might open with regard to her past. βItβsβ¦ umβ¦ a really long, lame story that Iβm sure you wouldnβt be interested in. Letβs just say I got started one day out of necessity andβ¦ just kept going. I just needed something to focus on sometimes and bending was what I had. Then, like I said, I found the kid and had to keep myself sharp for his sake.β
Well it was definitely a long story at any rate. One they didnβt have time for, so for now she was probably safe.
That said, even Weiyuan was eyeing her with a look that cried βbullshit.β
βNecessity?β Chu Hua raised a brow, skeptical. βWhy would you need this shit? Itβs awful. I justβ¦ you know, I tried really hard not toβ¦ but, well. Here I am now, so I guess that didnβt fucking work.β She snorted, shaking her head. βThat doesnβt make sense to me. And you, kid, youβ¦ wanted to know all this stuff?β
βI meanβ¦ didnβt you also pay a hundred thousand yuan for the tapes? Not that any of this makes sense. How does someoneβ¦β Kanna tilted the stick in her hand toward Chae. β...Manage to never get caught while training and teaching when Chu was over here burying a part of her in her floorboards?β
Kanna was wracking her brain listening to the multiple perspectives of the same issue. An issue with which she had very little exposure to until only a few days previous and had since then only dedicated time to finding a way to run from. On one hand, Benders were hunted and killed and those who knew they could bend before the accident had spent their lives hiding or trying to bury their powers for fear of the impact itβd have on their lives. On the other hand, there were those who had somehow managed to train and even teach others who wanted to learn. Something wasnβt adding up or maybe she just never understood the whole picture. The world was afterall a big place and Ba Sing Se by itself was massive. Maybe there were more solutions to the problem than Kanna had originally believed buried within the city. Unfortunately for her, that solution hadnβt come in time to save her mother. Instead, she was watching two people put together a puzzle that was supposed to explain their lives and why they ended up where they were. What decisions they made, why they made them and what if anything they could have done to change the present. It was as if anything related to bending was a shit show, just as theyβd been told.
βNot to mention that sheβs right. This is shit. Why try so hard to want it?β Kanna asked, almost as if addressing all three present.
βLook, Iβm not a philosopher or anything, and I donβt want to get preachy. Youβll just have to trust me when I say there was a time when I needed it to work for me, OK?β Chae-Won told them. Meanwhile, she had indeed seen the burns on Chu Huaβs hands. She didnβt speak to her directly, but she did have one other thing to say, βBut itβs not like itβs a disease. Iβve seen what sick people, monsterβs, look like. Astonishingly, most of βem werenβt bendersβ¦ Bending is just another thing in a long list of bullshit people have chosen to tear each other apart over. It helped me when I needed it, and thatβs good enough for me.β
Weiyuan fidgeted with his collar as she spoke. He couldnβt shake the feeling that the glass wasnβt even what she was referring to, but it was all he could think about when she talked about bending like that.
They hurt me when they found out about my bendingβ¦ and they hurt me when they didnβt know about it. If thereβs no difference, then why shouldnβt I? Weiyuan mouthed the words, forcing a weak whisper out, though he didnβt really care how much they understood, nor was he in the mood to explain further. He just knew their attitude toward their bending was annoying.
It reminded him too much of his other selfβ¦
βI didnβt say I was sick or a monster,β Chu Hua retorted, crossing her arms. She was getting a little heated, despite herself. All that rage inside of her from yesterday was bubbling up, and she rubbed the bridge of her nose.
It wasnβt that she had never though herself a monster or resented herself for what she was. She had, and in some ways, she did. When she was a kid, she had taken showers as freezing cold as they could go. When she was a teenager, she had burned herself, trying to get herself to associate fire with pain, to get rid of it all. It had never worked. How could these people be so seemingly happy with it?
βListen, I-β She noticed Weiyuan trying to speak and stopped herself in her tracks, trying hard to pay attention to his words. Her face softened after she heard him speak, however soft it was. How could it not? βKid, Iβ¦ I just know I wouldnβt be in this spot if I couldnβt bend. I donβt know if you can understand, but I have- I had- a career, a life, a family. If I hadnβt lit a stadium on fire yesterday, I would still be planning my wedding for next week. Now Iβm not getting married at all. Fuck, what time is it, 9 AM? Iβd be in bed with my fiancee second-guessing my choice of cake frosting, not in the desert preparing to travel to god knows where so I wonβt be executed.β She started to get a bit choked up towards the end of her sentence, balling her hands into fists.
Kanna remained silent, finding herself yet again in an emotional situation with someone who needed anotherβs touch. Who needed the very woman they had both left behind. The worst part of it all was that she could no longer relate. Kanna was no Bender, nor was she expecting to wed anyone. She was just on the run from a life that knew none of the struggle any of the other three had to live through. Then there was Weiyuan who had surprised them both when he started to speak. Only thing was, his voice was like that of a broken whisper and nearly impossible to hear in the ambience of the crowd around them and strong winds from the storm in the distance. In her effort to understand him, it was only then that she noticed the lines carved into his neck half hidden by his messy head of hair. Her eyes glanced from him to the scars marking half of Chae-Wonβs face and then to the burns on Chuβs hands.
βIβmβ¦ sorry.β Kanna said softly, again as if to all three although she was still looking at Chu. Kanna was afterall half the reason Chu was in the middle of the desert away from the one thing she probably needed. Even if the alternative was death, their running wasnβt shaping up to be much better. Not when every other person like Chu was broken in some way and had the scars to prove it.
βI get it. Maybe not specifically that, but none of us ended up here for happy reasons,β Chae-Won said. βAnd I donβt expect to change your mind about bending today, and Iβm almost certain youm donβt want me to try.β There was more she wanted to say, but it wasnβt her job to lecture Chu Hua freaking Yuan. Besides, she was a grown woman who now would have plenty of time to think things over.
βBut, if you do want to talk about any of that stuff, weβll have timeβ¦ soβ¦ just say the word,β she concluded. βDoesnβt even need to be about bending, really. Gonna be a real boring trip otherwise.β Then again, maybe a little boring wouldnβt be so bad right now.
"Yeah, I don't think we're getting... 'boring'." Kanna said, peering into the sky with a hand shielding the light from her eyes. "...What is that?" |