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@stone
Stone, I am sorry but I have to hold it against them. For me, I am tired of being tossed aside and ghosted on over and over again in contrast to people that I have seen not face or run into these hurdles that I am constantly seeing as I deal with one hurdle but another pops up and it seems impossible to actually catch up and get to their success.

It's one of the reasons why I take RP's very seriously as I want to be valid as a potential partner but also as a person as I feel whenever I bring up something it is always swords and pitchforks and not like understanding or any sort of relatability. I feel like I have to always be on the defensive whenever I feel like I am not heard and I have to be offensive and continue to push my side until I feel like people understand me instead of feeling like people ganging up on me.

It's hard for me to see another human behind the screen as not selfish or cowardly for ghosting when I have it happen to me time and time again to the point I feel like I am just being toyed with on an emotional level when it comes to me wanting RP interest like everyone else but never get it at all.

I can't let go and move on from what seems is an injustice to me, ghosting is dishonorable and an injustice to me because they took the time to display interest but I feel like they need to own up to their initial interest and commitment needs to be upheld to me and my view Stone. It's like how can I when experience has been unkind to me time and time again and also other people?
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It's threads like these that remind me that there's actually a community on this site and not just islands of hobbyists.
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@rebornfan320

This has been ten pages of you ignoring every piece of good advice you've been given because you're taking this entire thing way too personally. Ghosting included. RPs die. Most don't make it to the six month mark. Shit happens.

Quite frankly, I didn't know you before this, and after reading through this entire shitshow, I can't really blame people for ghosting you if this is how you react to RPs dying. This entire thread does you no favors in terms of finding RP partners because all it's doing is making you look like a whiner.

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@rebornfan320 yo, relax. Write a book. Write some poems. Go meditate. Get a tarot reading. Do something good for your mental health and spirit.

I’ve read and skimmed through this thread, everyone is giving some quality advice from their own years of experience. You’ve repeated the same set of sentiments again and again in the span of 10 pages. 100% take some time to step away from the thread, reflect on what you’ve tried to get across, and reflect on how people have responded to it.

100% no one cares enough online to really try to bring you down or lead you astray, at least no anyone that’s initially replied to this post or to you. Going back and forth all night is at this point redundant and a waste of time. At the end of the day you’re in charge of your own life and choices and that’s where this all starts and ends. Seriously take time to reflect on the things you’ve experienced, find what you had the power to change and what you couldn’t do anything about. The things you can’t do anything about forget about them, the things you can work on it.

Nothing in this world is permanent, especially not online and especially not with people. Your suffering comes from expecting permanence from perpetually changing things. It’s a hard thing to change your perspective on but when you can change it, it makes things a whole lot easier.
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@rebornfan320 yo, relax. Write a book. Write some poems. Go meditate. Get a tarot reading. Do something good for your mental health and spirit.

I’ve read and skimmed through this thread, everyone is giving some quality advice from their own years of experience. You’ve repeated the same set of sentiments again and again in the span of 10 pages. 100% take some time to step away from the thread, reflect on what you’ve tried to get across, and reflect on how people have responded to it.

100% no one cares enough online to really try to bring you down or lead you astray, at least no anyone that’s initially replied to this post or to you. Going back and forth all night is at this point redundant and a waste of time. At the end of the day you’re in charge of your own life and choices and that’s where this all starts and ends. Seriously take time to reflect on the things you’ve experienced, find what you had the power to change and what you couldn’t do anything about. The things you can’t do anything about forget about them, the things you can work on it.

Nothing in this world is permanent, especially not online and especially not with people. Your suffering comes from expecting permanence from perpetually changing things. It’s a hard thing to change your perspective on but when you can change it, it makes things a whole lot easier.


yeah what the buddhist said
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Dude. You were banned from Iwaku for a reason.

Consider the behavior that got you booted from there, and then reexamine why you're having problems here on RPG.
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This just got spicy.
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This just got spicy.

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@Click This Cause no one understands what it is like to have the bad luck that I have and what originated from there in the first place. No one knows what it is like to have multiple dead rp's in a year and anything you try doesn't work. I defended someone who was being messed with there and apparently you don't have the whole story at all. I'm tired of having everyone against me or not understanding my side of things when they can simply ask. You just remind me of jumping on the side of bullies like everyone else.
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The staff there don't understand how emotionally frustrating that is as they have sticks up their asses and they abuse their power while not wanting to understand the side of anyone's story, they just jump on someone willy-nilly without taking a damn thing into account. Staff is supposed to be fair, not power hungry corrupt excuses of their title!
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Staff is supposed to be fair, not power hungry corrupt excuses of their title!


Fuck me, they're mods for an internet forum. Not a fucking Government. They can do what they like
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Fuck me, they're mods for an internet forum. Not a fucking Government. They can do what they like


shhh dont say that poohead might get ideas
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Fuck me, they're mods for an internet forum. Not a fucking Government. They can do what they like


As someone on Iwaku they're also not power hungry. All of their staff are super nice.
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@rebornfan320 take a nap.
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I woke up it was 7
I waited 'til 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I got a lot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares 'cause I'm alone
And the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight

And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares
'Cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored
And I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid)
Yeah, I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid, yeah, I'm just a kid)
I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid)

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that its not fair
Nobody cares
'Cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid
And all life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that its not fair
Nobody cares 'cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares 'cause I'm alone
And the world is
Having more fun than me

Tonight
I'm all alone
Tonight
Nobody cares
Tonight
'Cause I'm just a kid tonight
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@Icy Hot
Icy Hot, I know we have talked on a somewhat level before but it feels like they are going to lead me astray anyways. Anytime I have taken advice from anyone it doesn't work to what they say it would do nor how I expect it to be. Those that ghosted on me I couldn't change a thing about no matter the effort I put in when it comes to the roleplay attempts and being left hanging either in the planning phase or when I start they never reply back.

It certainly feels like it is permanent and no one gets how this feels. Every time I change something I am let down and the cloth is yanked out from under me, how does it make things easier when every time I try something new nothing changes and I am back to where I started? Why does it feel like no one understands this feeling and everyone is literally against me? I feel like I have to literally pull a rope in order to get people to at least understand let alone be on my side for once instead of mobbing on me.
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The staff there don't understand how emotionally frustrating that is as they have sticks up their asses and they abuse their power while not wanting to understand the side of anyone's story, they just jump on someone willy-nilly without taking a damn thing into account. Staff is supposed to be fair, not power hungry corrupt excuses of their title!


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Welp, guess the initial responses to the thread were correct after all. Couldn't even have lasted a day.
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And TGM I'm not a kid at all as you are acting real petty with your low level IQ and lack of understanding of being in my shoes. I don't think you can handle even doing that to open that mind of yours.
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@POOHEAD189

Poo on the other hand has been okay. Neutral and giving his own input, but he has been fine and one where i can trust if need be.
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